The story of VickyChyi.. =)

My cute lecturers. :D

2011-10-04T14:44:00.000+08:00

Passion for timber. :)

2011-09-25T21:51:00.001+08:00

yesterday followed daddy to his customer's and also his friend's timber factory. and took lots lots of pictures there. dad seems like so interested to asks me to continue his business. but i keep on claimed that timber trading isn't a business that have bright future. and they have limited customers. and moreover it need a really huge amount of capital. however. which business doesn't involve risks right?? the greater the risk, and the greater the income return. :D

i just found out my lappy don't have microsoft powerpoint. but have excel and words. weird huh?? wonder if i deleted it... i'll be like OMG. :/

will upload the pictures tomorrow. :)

Good night world. it'll be the beginning of week 2 of sem 2. jia you!! rock sem 2!
ps: i'm gonna really do my very best this sem to challenge a friend of mine. :)

something turned out quite differently. :)

2011-09-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

i dropped by the hair salon today just to cut and make sure my hair is never thick enough anymore to manage. and however. i turned out to re-bond my hair and seriously i love my hair now.

ps: except for my fringe. :X

i susah payah go let my fringe grow like almost took me a year and it end up so damn short. however i found a way to overcome that problem by monday. i'm so lucky to have a starry hair clip with me. :D yippy!!! and i'm gonna pin it up like nobody's business. :D

fyi: daddy say he can't recognise me when i first returned home. haha... a success to transform?? :) maybe..

ps: except for my body weight which i'm still in the process of slimming down. :)

you know what??? i missed my school printer so damn much!!!! :(
i wanted to print out all the notes now so damn badly. why must the lecturer upload all the notes on the weekends and then monday i'm so dead with no notes. :( just upload all la... kns wan..
monday gonna skip my lunch to print notes d la.. :( gonna use that precious one hour to print all the notes needed.. :)

tomorrow gonna travel to kuantan to follow dad for his so called business trip?? :)
gonna bring my lovely toy together too.. miss using him very very much... :)

Once committed and it's all serious matter. :)

2011-09-23T08:49:00.000+08:00

it's all about yesterday.

went to piano class yesterday night and while driving out my car and guess what? my side mirror bang the gate. but luckily i brake immediate and it did not cost any injuries to my car. dad was shocked and shouted from the house. :P

that's why i hate driving at night. compared to bright day it's way much more stressful kay.

btw. something runs in my mind so rapidly and i taught i gotta face the fact.. but i somehow told of another thing. ensemble gonna start on october. and i was told to be a leader?? :P kinda stressful but yet challenging. and by then i can't go out on sunday till the practice ends. :/ sad wey... but i don't use to go out frequent so i guess it's okay la.. :)

seriously i rather join that than choir... not my interest la... why can't all the elderly understands this?? :(

my sem 2 week 1 ended yesterday night. and i'm really tired although i sleep quite early every night. maybe cause my class everyday starts at 8. so i have to get up at 5.30am latest everyday. and i still reach early at school although i really slow down my driving speed.. and that's really amazing. so i decided to go later and wake up later... :) it's like no more that jam and parking are easily available.. :)

studying is really challenging. :)

will continue soon.. :)

Nasi Lemak 2.0

2011-09-21T16:05:00.001+08:00

yesterday went jj to watch nasi lemak 2.0. this is the very very first time dad ever ajak me and mum to watch movie in cinema together. can't expect that to really happen you know.. well. he wanted to watch that movie cause that movie is soon to be banned by government. so sad.. :/ however.. i still enjoy the fun-ness and the stupid-ness of singapore movie than this. but malaysia's standard................ can accept la.. :D

i rate this movie a 7 cause i find it quite meaningful especially the last part of the egg roll. it simply symbolises the mixtures of culture in malaysia which they have egg roll i guess that was suppose to represent chinese, and rendang ayam to represent malay and also the curry to represent the indian.

seriously i don't like that "walao-eh" part everytime he cooks. make no sense.. and not funny at all.

however i like that rasa sayang song. :)

not bad not bad.. :)

keep it up.. :)

Another new beginning perhaps.. :)

2011-09-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

tomorrow will be my first day of sem 2. well. this maybe be my new beginning since i finally let it down d. :D

semalam i go watch THE SMURFS!! it was like finally. watched with Shienrun. :) we did not set a place to meet up and end up i taught he ffk me... it is really hard to make him pick up his phone calls on time... :/ btw. we end up did not watch in JJ and we went to MBO. and i drove him there. :P 2nd time fetching a guy out. :)
the movie started at 10.15pm. and so we go lepak around. and found Daiso there also. saw lots of yarns. which i guess i might need them very very soon.

back to the movie. it's really nice. i rate them 9/10? :D wonder where's one more marks for? a baby sat behind us and vomitted. totally sucks kay... but it really affected him more than me. i only felt the smell after he told me. :P and soon that vomit smell turn into those floor cleaner smell.. even stronger smell. but thanks to the concentration on me i wasn't really affected. :D

SMURFS ARE REALLY CUTE!!! REALLY WISH TO HAVE A COLLECTION OF THEM. 99 SONS AND 1 DAUGHTERS PLUS A PAPA!! :)

but..... too bad MCD will be selling the last smurf next thursday. this means that i have to go get it next thursday and i'll have only 2 of them.. :( someone please sell it to me. really crave for it la.. :P

wonder how tomorrow will be.. :D

gotta get prepared for tomorrow d.. will continue more. :D

i admire taking photographs. :D

I LOVE SMURFS AS MUCH AS I LOVE SPONGEBOB BUT NEVER TILL THE EXTEND OF DEEDEE'S LOVE. :D

<3, VickyChyi

Too afraid to make mistakes. :)

2011-09-11T17:38:00.002+08:00

today is the 3rd day ever since we didn't message each other. by the way. don't think he even care right? i suppose it's a yes. i still remembered last time i used to ask him will he forget me if we did not contact me for a moment. and he said yes. never taught the ending could be like that. i always wanted a happy ending. and wonder what did i ever done wrong. fine. forget about it. grow up girl. you deserve a better life. after this 3 days. many things came
up to my mind. and in the sudden i felt so grown up. i actually had many things to do. with people around me. life is so much fun then.

you know what. seriously i don't think i done any wrong. and at the same time when a friend asks and i ask. he can go out with his friends and not with me. how sad is that. :/ and he don't mind how much he spends with his friends but i guess he counts every buck he spent with me. seriously i felt very stupid. can't believe a gf is nothing compared to a friend.

WAIT WAIT WAIT.

why am i still thinking about this. he can let go of this so so EASILY why can't me. right?

not crying over it anymore. it's a good thing i guess. :D

had a very fun day out with MAYE!! :D but failed to even capture a picture together. never even went in any single fitting room although we almost went in every shop. how fail is that. and this is the very first time i went back home with 2 hairbands that cost me RM10. and also few "siew paos" for parents. i taught i did spent all the money i had in the purse. :D good for me i guess. :D that's because i knew i'm gonna spend more on the upcoming week. it's my sem break kay... :P

will be going to genting on upcoming thursday and friday. :) really hope i enjoy. was still wondering to bring my DSLR or not. since it's the first time overnight with uni friends. hope parents let cause i'm gonna sit train and bus there. :/

seriously hope all this could let me forget all the sad stuffs. :D

will upload more after the wedding dinner tonight. :D

2011-09-09T10:56:00.000+08:00

NEW DAY NEW HOPE!!! :)

A brand new welcome to the owner..

2011-09-09T10:35:00.003+08:00

guess what... i decided to start blogging in my own blog again. instead of a blog that are not even exposed to the public. i'll make this a very small diary of mine since i have a lappy with me and i can update everything in very easily.. but of course with the help of internet!! :D

btw... love isn't a very easy thing to go through.. and i never put too much hope on it this time. so i never felt as bad as how i felt last year. felt so stupid duh. if it was a "third person" appearing in the relationship well. i've got nothing to say. never taught about that. seriously, i felt so lost in a sudden. felt like being cheated. but why?? and the funniest thing is i never get an explanation for that. grow up la please. everytime problem comes and the first thing you do is to keep it. people improve with mistakes kay. and i seriously don't understand any single thing you are doing to me. do i really d

eserve all this?? you've changed. to a person i felt so lost. i would prefer better if you'd tell out everything and even if quarrel happens i'm really fine with it. i accept that. but what's all this?? mistak

e of a person's over felt??

give it a damn kay.

even a friend treats me better than you.

if i'm so troublesome to you then just go away. i don't need you to cut my heart anymore.

stay or leave.

2010-11-07T11:10:00.001+08:00

16 more days left!!
let's work towards the end.. =D
all the best to everyone and especially to him. =D

take care.

2010-08-09T16:23:00.001+08:00

hugggsss and kisses...
=D

I am a honey bee
Shunned off from the colony
And they won’t let me in
So I left the hive
They took away all my stripes
And broke off both my wings
So I’ll find another tree
And make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
They’ll tell me secrets off the world

But my other honey bee
Stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I’ll come save you
Even if it means I’ll have to face the queen

So I’ll come prepared
My new friends say they would help me
Get my loved one back
They say it isn’t right
The bees have control of your mind
But I choose not to believe that
So we’ll meet in the darkness of the night
And I’ll promise I will be there on time
We’ll be guided by my new friends the butterflies
Bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee
No longer stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I have saved you
And now that you’re with me
We can make our own honey

*winks* in love with this song.. =D

2010-08-05T13:08:00.002+08:00

know why it's raining just now?? because someone's sad... because someone's crying.... i enjoy standing under the rain because i know nobody would ever stand there under the heavy rain so that nobody ever realise that i'm crying...

now i realise something very important...
i know what to do next... ='(

ps: thx waiyang kai kor.. =)

PaTieNce! =D

2010-07-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

i'll try my best to control my anger and emotions for the upcoming days.. will stop joining in to gossip d.. =( feels bad when i think back..

need his encouragements.. XD

i had drop enough of tears and i hope it doesn't continues...

seriously i hate 2010!! it makes my life so so so much harder and miserable...

actually i do hope for getting NS... and my grandma will like it so much... she always tell my aunts that i'm gonna go take the guns and those... and she will be end up smiling there.... haha... but too bad tak kena... kinda disappointing tough... i feels like experiencing times taking real guns and playing around there... keep wondering... wonder how it'll be like.. makes me feel bit bad.. =/

my dad seriously hopes that i get 9A+..... he's mad... i dun even taught of 5A+.. and even 10A(no matter + or -) it's like kinda hard for me d... =( i'll seriously be a real real bookworm to get that... but what's stopping me is my laziness.. semakin suka tidur... =P haha.. when geram d will terus run in bathroom and shower with super duper cold water... teehee... =D hope that helps..

and piano exam's around the corner... but my teacher dun even take it seriously and simply cancel my class because of being really busybody... arrgg.. and my dad will scold me for that... haiz... i'll try my very best to score at least merit for my upcoming exam.. although i hope it would be my 4th distinction but i guess this time it's though.... teacher never gave me enough practices compared to last time.. and she loves to compare me with her really smart student... just because i failed the theory paper and she treated me like diff.. just blame yourself for that.... i know u taught all but when? the very last minute and u vomitted everything to me... as if i'm ur rubbish bin like that... haiz...

ps: i was told that life at 17 was not suppose to be as though as i felt now... haiz..

imy.. XD

2010-06-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

where are you??? please bring me back.. =(

ps: i miss my piggy.. =)

4th of june 2010

2010-06-05T10:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday night went jj after tuition... weee... it's been like weeks i did not enjoyed shopping ad... although it's not really that nice to shop yesterday but guess what?? i found my fav sneakers!! haha.. i have waited that shoes for like months.. and they are back again.. weeee.... i taught i'll never get them anymore... =( haha... and went to sasa to and i grabbed 2 masks... 1 for me and 1 for mum... hope it's nice... haha... and i found out that the things there are totally worth it... and it's like totally affordable for pple like me... haha... will look forward to go there more to get the nice stuffs there.. =)

went body shop to look look... =) and i ended up keep sneezing cos of the perfumes i touched... some really smells so bad till i can't take it... and my hand was like stucked with those smell... =( and i went to a shop.. i know it's beside maple and i forget what's the name... and i found a shirt that are totally adorable... they have the real teddy bear on it.. which is my fav... and it's like totally suits my body shape... wee..... but i din't buy it although it's cheap... mummy said i look nice on it but she also says that i look like a small girl after wearing that shirt... isn't that good?? makes me look younger... *winks* hahax... someone says he dun wan later pple say he go out with a little girl beside him.. hahax.. =D the next time i go jj i must grab that shirt... hopes that i'll still be there.. dun wanna regret... =(

looking forward for outings with my bao bei and piggy... =P

hopes the plan really works out.. bleks... haha...

mid-year is over... and i'll put more effort on my upcoming exams... =) i'll prove it!! yeah... my tuition teacher keeps reminding us that it's just 5 months to SPM!!! haix... time really flies... =/

yesterday went school with bao bei maye... haha... i guess we had some great time right?? i dun regret... haha... and i was really noisy the whole time... haha.. sorry 5 delima for laughing too laugh and disturb u guys... i just want to bring up the mood... =)

maye really maked me laugh like crazy... [thanks for your ears] hahax... =)

k la.. time to go... lazy to upload pictures although i have lots.. =)

buhbyes...

ps: miss piggy... =D

2010-05-29T10:07:00.001+08:00

arrggss.. i hate it when my parents are forcing me to do things that i totally not interested in... it's like when they din't force me and i took more effort on it.. but when they forced i tend to hate it more and more... iissh.. i know it's for my own good.. but it's my attitude..... it's hard to make a change on that... i tend to lost my temper very easily this few days... haiz... sorry mum... =(

i'm lost... sorry... i just hate being forced..

i miss my piggy... =)
i love stars.. hehe..

2010-05-29T10:07:00.000+08:00

worries

2010-05-19T14:18:00.002+08:00

seriously i'm really scared of my theory exam results... haix... everyone got their results ad.. and i guess my results reached d... but i dun dare to ask my teacher... really scare fail... dunno how to face it.. T_T i just dunno y i have the feeling of failing that exam... sobs... HOW???

mid-year exam totally kills... i seriously have no idea how bad my results is going to be... and i totally lost hope on my english ad.. =( just wish the next 8 subjects at least make me felt like "wow.. i know how to do..." =) haiz..

k lar... gonna prepare for the wars ad... sobs.. i really wish i could make the world a better place to live in...

ps: thanks to piggy... =D

tears and laughter

2010-05-15T14:18:00.002+08:00

looking back at the past... it's just all about tears and laughter... u'll never know how much tears i had dropped... and wat's actually behind the laughter...

i just felt so diff.. and i get so stressed up and started being emo and there's where the tears come... i mean it's very natural to have feelings right?? and when it ended i just felt like nothing... who knows maybe it's good to have tears once a while... it's just so complicated.. i wouldn't know when's the right time and when's the wrong ones.. and i'm confused which is the good and bad... i just keep thinking non-stop but never had a conclusion and every time i did is just to let is pass just like that... well... actually i didn't know why i would be like freaking sad.. sesat betul.. i guess i just taught like why wouldn't u just tell me that u are busy... and u can even tell that to ur friends but why not me.. i guess that's why i'm like that.. i apologize for yesterday night.. i'm really in a terrible mood... and i just dunno why my books are wet.. =( i wouldn't know what to do next... i gonna calm down and looks what's next.. i know it's sesat... bla bla bla.. =)

exam is just round the corner... and what i gonna do is to make my parents happy with my results... conclusion: i MUST prepare but i haven't touched my books... sesat...

my parents din't know bout my second exam.. so it's like useless getting no.1... btw... at least i had get no.1 before and it's like the 1st time in my entire life... SERIOUS... haha... i know i'm quite sua ku to get no.1.. haha... gonna have SEMANGAT!! yeah.. =)

currently loves hillsongs... it's like not bad... and i'm totally addicted to vanilla twilight as i love the melody and especially the lyrics... haha... it's like so sweet.. =P

k lar... buhbyes... i'm tired.. 1st time do gardening for that few hours.. really enjoy today.. thanks to my sistars.. =) i hope to laugh more... and i'm crazy once it started... =D

Just another ordinary day

2010-03-17T10:47:00.002+08:00

it's holiday again... i never get excited during holiday anymore... haha... cos i know it's a moment nearer to all the problems again...

last monday had my theory exam at kwang hwa...

totally nice school.. with the new tables... superb.. =) and i guess my exam not as hard as i taught... well, i guess i din't manage to do that well.. and i'm still wondering if i did answered correctly most of the questions... bad bad... =( just hope for a pass.. lolx....

after that went jj and meet up the guys.. =) was really sesated at the 1st place.. but as time passes trough and i felt so much fun being with them... =) at least they din even left me out even though i'm the odd 1 there... =) 1st time going out with so many biggg guys.. =P and i watched "under the mountain"... err... actually not bad lar.. rating: 6/10 ?? cos i was not enjoying after half of the movie.. as i'm really superb hungry... and i felt so sleepy but dun dare to sleep... =P and all i felt is hunger during the movie... i think i did prefer "alice in the wonderland" than that... =) after movie we went "kim gary".... was totally funny inside there... =) makes me smile everytime i taught of it... later on we went walk walk as the ktv was full... and went back around 530... dad's a bit not happy i guess... cos i was out whole day.. =) but he din't scold... but still i know lar..

16/3/10....

another normal day... =) nothing special... and i was looking for things to do cos mummy dun let me online long long... =/ so end up i got piles of works to complete...

17/3/10

i woke up really early and wanted to go for a jog but mummy dun let... and she say later i got caught by those bad pple... haha... and after dad went out for work i online again... i had some cookies for breakfast.. and it's a very nice packaging gift pack of cookies from someone during CNY and i opened it and without any look at it i just ate it.. and end up i found that it's rotten and there's those white fungus?? around... so i ended up in toilet for the 2nd time in half hour ad... sobs.. =( i should learn to look at things 1st... =P

18/3/10

going jj again.. hope daddy let as i asked jess to fetch me... =) maybe i'll go back early...

mum says that i have to prepare for my june piano practical exam from now.. arrgg... got to go through another tough moment again.... say peace... =P

i still dun understand y he din't want to reply my messages... not even a single... i guess maybe u want it to be that way... well.. den i'll be tat way... sorry for bothering very much..

got to go.. buhbyes.. =) imy.. and i know u din't know it... =/

2010-03-06T14:22:00.002+08:00

feeling super tired.. especially after few hours doing theory in my teacher's house... really do wish i could pass... =/ anyhow.. i'm really very dead for this time's school exam... i din't even prepared for it also... so i guess i gonna cut my sleeping time again... sobs... all exam at once... making me feel like crazy.. =/

i realise that everytime before few days exam u will surely not even care me... isshh.. hate it.. =(

imy..

gonna be lolo soon.. =)

26.02.10

2010-02-26T13:19:00.001+08:00

is just another ordinary day.. and i felt to tired and bored... was trying to finish all the tasks given...

today morning woke up at 8am and i went to the morning market with mum just to buy some nice vege for tonight's cookings.. after breakfast dad says we are gonna clean up the car porch.. and after cleaning all the stuffs.. i usually walk around my house... and guess what.. i saw a super cute puppy and it's Shtizhu i think... and with the fur all.. just nice for me.. but dad says the puppy is dumped by its owner... and i think it's infected so we can't take him home... sad sad.. T.T after that i look outside fro my house again.. and i saw the little puppy being bullied by few fierce big dogs.. totally scary...

btw... yesterday school had a really mini edu fair.. and din really went for everything cos it's just the same college again and again.. except for like 1 or 2... although i'm really into arts and design... but still had some choices in my mind...

1: arts and design

2: culinary arts

3: music

4: photography (maybe just as my hobby)

5: hotel management/ tourism / naturalist

and thinking to go form 6 / matriculation / A-levels / foundation after my form 5.. aiks..

complicated... =P

imy... =)

.............

2010-02-21T14:00:00.002+08:00

confused of something... and i feel very bad... don't know how to decide...

today after service went and eat nasi lemak... and their teh tarik is not bad... and i feel like eating there every sunday... bleks..

tomorrow school reopen ad... and my tiring journey gonna start again.. wish i wouldn't be lazy anymore... gotta be serious ad.. weee...

was asked on my after form 5 journey... and i guess i choose to go for arts and design... hope i wouldn't regret... and again it's all bout deciding... =) i heard that it's quite challenging and tiring... but i guess it's better than anything to do with science which i'm forcing myself to like them now... haiz..

i'm putting on weight since CNY.... so it's time for me to get my weight down again... =D

this year's CNY was not that bad... my red packet money added cos i'm the only one getting red packet in my family now... so i guess the total amount is almost double... =) and grandma gave me the most this year among all... (she's not bias anymore.. ) wee...

i know i shouldn't have been having bad feelings towards her... oppss.. sorry.. =/

i wanna let you know something...

was laughing a lot today even for some nonsense... din't eat medicine today... haha...

i misses you.. and yet i don't dare to say it out.. =/

feels like messaging u... but scare scare... hehee...

endless post ends here..got piles of things to do...

2010-02-13T12:14:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year to all my friends and anyone... =)

to all couples and also everyone especially my chi mui(S): happy valentines day! =)

yeah... tomorrow can start wearing all my new shirts ad.. can't wait for tomorrow... and i wanna take loads and loads of pictures... and make a collection.. =)

hope this year's CNY will be great... =) can eat cookies ad... but have to control.. aiks... =P

i miss you!! and ily.. =D

12.02.10

2010-02-12T14:31:00.001+08:00

Valentine's day is coming very soon.. and i'm proud to say i'm celebrating with my chi mui.. =) feels so jealous and envy of those couples... XD makes me feels like................... bleks.. everyone so sweet.... wonder when's mine..

btw... yesterday bought few pairs of new shirt.. and made me feels really superb for my CNY planning.. =) and now i began to love that shop.. =) can't wait... wee... and mum was really ganas.. she wanted to buy me all he clothes that i tried but i took away some which was not worth the price... =) and ended up almost RM300... sesated..

yeah.. tomorrow reunion dinner day edi... wonder what's my dinner... =P

i was too afraid to love because i scared i will be hurt... =/

30.01.10

2010-01-30T15:02:00.002+08:00

it's coming to the end of january.. and it's reminding me that another month had passed and another month nearer to SPM and also my both piano exam... totally stressed up... aiks... i'm tired... but just couldn't stop down.. haiz...

currently:

thinking ideas of my both clubs notice board which i'm really lost in it.. =)
trying to finish as much of my theory exam papers which i got scold by teacher for finishing it too slow...
finishing up every single of my school homeworks which end up piles cos i was lazy for few days ago.. *winks* =P
finding lots and lots of my fav songs just to entertain myself whenever i'm bored.. =)
i wanna go out just to get a pair of new sneakers / heels for CNY!!

guess nothing more important than this edi.. =) was happy yesterday... cos i get a medal which i din get for a year edi.. =) although i din reach my aim for getting top 10 but at least number 14 isn't that bad right?? still better than nothing lar.. *winks* looking forward into school sports events now.. i wanna join in every single of the contest in school.. really wan to enjoy to the fullest and i dun mind getting tired as long as i felt satisfied with my works... =)

k lar.. gtg...

ps: something really surprised me few days ago.. =)

ps: miss u.. take care.. =)

2010-01-21T14:48:00.002+08:00

since monday have not been really sleeping that well.. and time is totally limited for me.. =/ and today also kinda busy but at least i spend sometime here.. =) i'm sick d.. seriously busy till drop ad... and yet no one cared... i wanted him to care but he's the one who din even care... so sad... =( i was thinking that if he thinks i'm annoying... i wondering if he hates me.. i wanna know what's happening... he treats me diff... =/ maybe cos we are both busy at our things... but at least ask me what happened right?? lolx... yesterday i attended the 1st koko meeting of the year.. look what i got.. =)

kelab pencinta alam: setiausaha

kelab olahraga: ahli biasa

pandu puteri: setiausaha

weeee... i'm now officially ms.secretary... =) i guess i love this job compared to last year's vice president.. =)

k lar.. gonna proceed to my homeworks ad... this saturday still must go school... aiks...

wish me the best.. buhbyes..

miss you always.. =)

2010-01-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

school days are totally super tired... =/ especially on the monday, tuesday and sometimes wednesday... really scare i'm not able to go along with this till the end... currently eyes still pain pain and it's like getting worst after i eat the medicine the doctor gave... which is very bad.. =( anyhow... i'm currently finding for someone who's able to teach me back all the form 4 stuffs... seriously i'm having BIGGGG problem on them... aiks... really regretted for playing the whole year... so currently have to work out 200% which other pple may oni need to work out 100% and this is bad... helps... really desperate for sleeping time.. but dun dare to sleep.. this is like so stupid.. =P so will be tired most of the time.. and i use some stupid method to keep me awake.. =)

school days is not that bad as i taught.. at least i'm still entertained by 2 lil jokers... i know they are insulting me.. but that's where fun comes from right?? =) thanks to yiksoon and jason.. haha.. they keep calling me fatty and whenever they pass by me they will act as if i'm big as a sumo and say i'm blocking the whole way... sesated.. =) and last week they called me spider.. cos of shienrun aka asam's little scary creature... i really hate spiders.. and since then they say spider is my best friend.. sesat.. then gopi called me china girl since last week which was given by pn.ngai.. haha.. not bad lar.. =) and this week the 2 jokers plus weixiang called me grizzly bear... cos i was so fierce to weixiang all the time and he say i'm just like a grizzly bear.. sesated.. =) wonder what's my new name for next week.. =) and pn.lim scolded them for calling me names.. she said y keep bully me.. and i said cos i attractive.. haha.. and they acted like vomitting.. isn't that cute? haha.. so childish.. dunno y nowdays becoming more and more perasan.. bleks..

my theory exam coming ad.. and i'm still like not sure of doing every questions... really scared.. =( i dun wanna fail.. just giv me a pass and i'm satisfied.. =)

days are getting tired and i wish to have the energy till the end.. =) and i guess days are still the better than i ever taught it will be.. =) really hope to have all great times with u...

IMY!! =D

The New Year!! =)

2010-01-04T15:10:00.001+08:00

Dear readers... from now on.. this blog will looks dead... cos can't really get to online very often due to parents plus school time.. school is really crazy for making us study till 2.15pm every monday and tuesday.. =(

k lar.. got to go... =)

a new year a new me... (hope it will work out..)

2009-12-31T12:44:00.004+08:00

today is already the last day of the year 2009.. and my friends are planning some countdown activities.. and i am actually confused that should i go... dunno y i feel like not really welcomed there.. it's like they dun even care bout my existence also.. dunno y just felt like that.. and i taught i can happily watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 at the very last minute of the year 2009 with my besties.. but none of them even wanna watch.. guess this time will be my very 1st time to watch alone.. wat a sad last day... sesat betul.. i just wanted a nice and fun gathering.. but it sounds so meaningless for me.. special thanks to jie that she agreed to accompany me to jj.. she's nice.. =) i'm telling myself that i gotta feel nice.. it's like where's the warmth and care all this while.. =(

ps: no offence to anyone..

this few days dunno y i felt like everyone treated me so emo-ly.. except someone.. =) well... dunno y i can felt that he dun like my existence.. well.. it's so hard to understand him.. now i guess it's time to believe that he never cared for me before.. i wondered that if he was just acting in front of me all this while... errr.. maybe i'm the one who think too much... gonna get a new life by 12am tonight.. dun wan to be in this super complicated and stupid life...

next year i believe will be a very tough year for me... and no one is giving me encouragement except mummy.. =) but i don't think she really understand my tough-ness though... yeah.. i know i should pray more frequently... =)

just now went piano class and teacher suddenly asked me that i wanna offer myself to play piano in the english choir o not.. and i was totally shocked... haha.. i wanted this very much ad.. but really scare will make everything a mess.. haha.. sesat betul.. i think i should take this opportunity and really improve myself.. gambatei!!

that's y i said it's a tough year for me... gotta be very well prepared for everything.. especially SPM!! wooo.. scary betul... gotta gambatei!! 1st thing i gotta change is my this stupid attitude.. hehe.. sweet 16 is over and here comes my bitter 17.. woots..

I'm prepared for my challenges!!! =D

what should i do?

2009-12-28T20:11:00.003+08:00

this few days really confused.. even i dunno what had happened to me.. bleks.. =P

hehe.. this post may seem meaningless and lame.. haha.. but still post it out lar..

1st-ly... i gotta make my new-year resolution ad.. haha.. gonna be well-prepared for all the upcomings activities.. i wanna be more active!! =) i think i fat back a bit ad.. sobs sobs.. so going to cut down again! but mummy keep giving me snacks makes me wanna eat.. can't control.. aiks.. =P yesterday mummy sudddenly say i not fat.. but usually she'll say i fat.. sesat.. haha.. but i very very fat meh?? not really right?? it's like moderate i suppose.. sesat betul.. always get tease for being fat.. anyway.. currently i taught of a lot of things... i taught maybe i should have a haircut to a short wan.. =) and currently wanna watch alvin and the chipmunks 2!! desperate ler.. =( must watch before school re-open ad.. if not i guess parents won't really let me go out ad..

duno y suddenly had the feeling to countdown with friends this year.. every year also countdown with parents in front of the tv... it's bored right?? cos my parents will never go places like kl to mess with pple.. dad hates traffic jam.. really hope parents will let me out.. teehee... if dun wan means have to countdown in front of tv again.. so meaningless.. aiks..

currently having some "time no enough" problem.. =/

have to start waking up early in the morning ad.. really scare cannot wake up on time when school re-open.. must start practicing from now.. hehe.. i'll set 3 alarms today.. see if it works.. =)

yesterday mummy told me that the selangor goverment decided to bend the usage of plastic bags on every saturday.. which i taught this is a very good start to the steps of recycle.. they should do that earlier... hehe.. support nature!! =) and then mummy said next time cannot get rubbish bag easily ad.. =P

currently in love with the 8tv 830pm korean drama.. very nice.. =) i guess it's boys over flowers... but still not that into it.. maybe i rate it 4/5.. =) still finding a 5/5 movie..

hmmm.. dunno what to talk next.. felt so speechless.. bye.. will write if i get any ideas.. =) imu!! XD

21st December

2009-12-23T15:52:00.002+08:00

it's a monday and finally had an outing with my besties.. =)

pple who join: jess, ice, maye, gerald, waiyang, chin hern, lupchung, hy

hmm.. in the process of planning this outing, really have to go across lots of ups and downs cos of some problems in between. btw. my wish for getting a picture of me and my other 3 besties is failed. sesat. and my other wish is also failed. but somehow. i learned new stuffs. =) learned how to skate.

before incoming to all the stories, there's sill another story. i was told that next morning have to reach ktm at 10am and end up me, jess, ice decided to go there 1st. and i taught other pple knows bout it. so end up got scolded. hehe.. sorry lor.. =) din't know actually waiyang and gerald was waiting for us. hahax.. so we reach there and look around 1st. and took kinda lots of pictures but it's all with jess. she haven't gave it to me. [will go take from her tomorrow]. btw. we headed to my bear stuffs' shop. and i bought a santa attire for my deedee.. =) cost me RM 33.90. but i guess it's worth the price right?? (even though din get any good feedbacks from anyone.) my brother keep saying that the shirt worths more than the bear which i guess hurts deedee very much. haiz. it's okay. i'll still sayang deedee always. =) back to the story. so next we headed to the asian avenue. jess and ice went around looking for nice attire. and me the one who are not allowed to buy just look around and looks so bored. btw. while waiting for them i saw some magic show from a shop. really amaze me. wonder how they do all those tricks. =P den we 3 decided to go look for "wong-kok restaurant" and end up me the impatient wan cos turned lot of round to find that shop get mad and wanted to go skating ad so left jess alone. aiks.. sorry jess.. den meet up gerald that gang inside skating there. hehe..

skating was cool. but at 1st it's like a cacat person and can't even walk. hehe.. experienced so many cool stuffs. btw. i din't fall down! yeah!! =) and really thanks to ice for teaching me and guiding me. haha.. she's really patient to teach me. but end up i learned up also lar. so din't let her down. hehe.. and skate with gerald also. hehe.. =P

conclusion: my leg hurt. but i guess it's worth the pain. =D

so we skate till around 530 den headed to gasolin to had our dinner. haha. i was really noisy there. think so we are the noisiest gang in there. sesat. =) maye and hy left us there. so din get to camwhore ad. it's like din really enjoy with her also. and something happened also. after that i decided to go bowling. and lupchung accompany me. =) and i win him. bleks. really enjoy bowling. and gerald that gang went snooker. jess and ice continue their shopping. well. actually i can't really stand the smell inside snooker there. cos really dun like the smooking smell. it's killing my nose. but end up just tahan lor. =)

after that have to rush home ad. and i dun even have time to go popular ad. =( was waiting quite long for the bus. haha. having fun time down there. sesat. and then it's like everyone cheated on the ktm tickets except me. sesat. i was trying to be good. but........... haiz. kena bom say i rich never mind. sesat. aisan cheated the most. she bought the batu tiga ticket plus it's for kids wan. sesat. so it only cost her 50 cents. and me so stupid go pay 2.40 again. haha. i dun dare to cheat ler. later kena fine den end up worst right. hehe.. so i honest lor. =) and we was again that noisy at the ktm. haha. at last few stops it was like so empty and we get so syok. haha..

conclusion of 21st december: it's among the best day ever. and i breaked my record for being home that late. hehe..

i guess i know who's the mysterious miss-caller ad. iisshh.. i salahkan the wrong person edi.. sorry.. =) Imu. =D

Tagged by Ywah. =)

2009-12-22T22:20:00.004+08:00

First Name : Yap
Nickname : Vicky
Name You Wish You Had : Vicky
What Do People Normally Mistake Your Name For : Wei Chyi became Wei Chai =(
Birthday : 1st December
Birth Place : Klinik Damo
Time Of Birth : i guess it's 5pm
Zodiac Sign : Saggitarus
Single or Taken : Single. =)

-YOUR APPEARANCE-

How Tall Are You : 155cm [i guess]
Wish You Were Taller : ya
Eye Colour : black. a bit brown? =D
Colour You Want : green, blue, purple
Natural Hair Colour : black
Current Hair Colour : black
Short or Long Hair : medium
Dye Your Hair A Bizarre Colour : Brown or blonde
Last Time You Did Something Dramatic With Your Hair : putting a mini hat and set up with my night gown. =)
Glasses Or Contacts : glasses but preferred contacts
Do You Wear Make-Up : nope. unless i'm forced to.
Paints Your Nails : sometimes. seldom.

-IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER-

What Colour Eyes : brown
What Colour Hair : brown
Shy Or Outgoing : outgoing
Looks Or Personality : personality
Sexy Or Cute : cute
Serious Or Fun : fun
Older Or Younger Than You : anything. preferred around my age.
A Turn On : huh??
Turn Off : no idea.

-THIS OR THAT-

Flowers Or Chocolate : chocolates
Pepsi Or Coke : coke
Rap Or Rock : rock
Relationship Or One-Night-Stand : relationship
School Or Work : school
Love Or Money : love
Movies Or Music : music
Countries Or Cities : countries
Sunny Or Rainy Days : sunny days
Friends Or Family : both.

-HAVE YOU EVER-

Lie : yup
Stole Something : a pencil. counted?
Smoked : never
Hurt Someone Close To You : ya
Broke Someone's Heart : ya
Had Your Heart Broken : ya
Wondered What Was Wrong With You : ya
Wish You Were A Prince / Princess : princess
Liked Someone Who Was Taken : nope.
Shaved Your Head : nope. i dun wan to be bald. =)
Been In Love : ya
Used Chopsticks : ya
Sang In The Mirror To Yourself : nope.

-FAVOURITE-

Flower : rose
Candy : marshmallows
Junk Food : potato chips
Song : lots
Scent : fruits smell
Colour : green, blue, purple
Movie : hk drama
Singer : colbie cailiat, taylor swift & lots more.
Word : sesat. =D
Website : *secret*
Location : snow places. =)
Animal : fishy

Ever Cried Over Someone : ya
Is There Anything You Wish You Could Change About Yourself : i don't think so. except for wearing contacts
Do You Think You Are Attractive : dunno. =)
If You Had To Choose A Fairytale As Your Life What Would You Choose : cinderella
Do You Play Any Sport : ya

-THE RULES-

List eight random facts about yourself and tag five people .

Okay, here goes my " eight random facts " .

1. I says lots of "sesat".

2. I love to eat.

3. I laugh for crazy stuffs.

4. I'm shy shy.

5. I'm excited.

6. I love what i love. =)

7. I wonders quite a lot.

8. I smile for some sweet things. =)

17th Decemeber 2009

2009-12-17T16:21:00.002+08:00

currently it's like few days to 2010.. hehe.. the "scary" year.. btw.. today's activity...

1. i've got piano class today morning.. and it's like so i have to wake up early.. bleks.. =) actually plan to wake up at 6am just to finish my theory homework.. and guess what.. i woke up.. but end up sleeping on the floor.. haha.. sesat me.. =P so end up i wake up on 8 to get ready.. and i taught it's okay.. i'll just act nothing.. =) so dad fetch me there.. so as usual were checking homework 1st.. and nothing really happen.. luckily yesterday did some ad.. so it's like just until the right time teacher check everything and also for my correction.. =) btw.. teacher told me i'm not going for the april's practical exam ad.. she say i'm not really prepared for that.. so i might as well sit for either grade 7 or 8 in june rather than rushing.. hmm.. sounds good?? but it's bad also.. cos scare can't finish on time.. bleks.. =) after theory proceed to practical.. overall.. i feel not bad.. at least din't get much scolding from teacher.. so i improved?? weee.. =D after that i waited for brother and he told me tat he's coming 1130 but end up came at 12.. so talked to sarah bout her camp.. sounds superb and we was like laughing like mad bout stuffs.. after that she dragged me to play with her dog. which i dun really like it.. cos hate dogs licking.. and at last the dog keep wanting to play ball ball with me. keep finding me and make me got laughed by sarah.. *blush* =) but i found that actually i din't really scare of dogs that much.. hehe.. *claps* =D

2. went to the dentist... was waiting quite long even brother had made appointment.. btw.. i din really mind.. cos i'm not the major patient there.. while waiting i was watching the tv there.. and it's channed AXN. this channel is totally cool.. it's like most of movies is my favorites which is CSI.. totally cool..

the purpose i was there: just to accompany my brother but "di samping itu" i went for a teeth cleaning which was totally very costly... my brother went there to had a x-ray on his teeth cos he wanted to take out his wisdom teeth.. err.. not really sure what's that.. but mum seems so mad bout taking it out.. blurred.. so i get another dentist instead of my brother's dentist... well.. it's a guy.. and he asked me if i'm 1st timer here.. and i say ya.. haha.. sesat.. and all the while he's explaining bout my teeth.. which i taught actually he's not that bad.. hehe.. and when i guess he saw that i'm quite tensed up.. then he just say "bu yao pa. pu tong de" haha.. sesat... so it's like some kind of machine and they can splash out water.. haha.. sesat.. and the nurse beside me was like keep wiping the water that overflow from my mouth and i also can't tahan ad. cos really very geli.. and makes me feel like laughing.. but I TAHAN till the end.. congrat me?? haha.. and i asked him bout my braces stuffs.. and he say it's not a must but he say my upper teeth is kinda out and the lower part is not that neat.. and he keep reminding me the way to brush my teeth and he even taught me how to use the dental floss.. well.. and he told me that if i don't do all that then my mouth will bengkak.. the way he say sounds cute.. sesat.. i guess he's treating me like small kid.. which i don't mind.. =P

then me waiting brother while the other dentist explained to him bout his condition.. and guess the cleaning price........ i din't know it's like so expensive.. haha. it's RM70.. what u think? super expensive just to clean my teeth right? not like cleaning diamond teeth or what.. haha.. sesat.. then i told my brother so expensive.. i know i kinda "sua ku" hehe... then he say i everytime dun wan brush teeth den let pple brush oni know so expensive.. hehe.. mana ada everytime lar.. lolx.. simply say wan.. then ask me go become dentist pulak.. sesat.. it's totally not my type.. bleks..

den went home.. was super hungry.. had lunch at 230.. and after had 1 "ba zhang" that i made yesterday i'm still hungry.. hehe.. so i decided to cook fried macaroni cheese.. woots.. really like siao lang.. haha.. my mum was laughing at me all the while i'm cooking.. although the looks is bad but the taste memang best.. =)
rate: 3/5
comments: not good enough.. should just get ready all the ingredients 1st.. makes my hand almost get burn.. sesat... looking forward to try out more recipe... mum say not bad.. wee.. =)

look what dad say bout it.. when i asked him to try then he din look properly.. then he say where i find the worms to cook.. haha.. know y?? cos the pasta is like yellowish and it's like curl wan.. so from far memang looks like worm.. then he say u wan me lau sai to eat all your worms?? haha.. then dun care me.. haha.. and he dun dare to even try it.. i was like keeping quiet and keep asking him to try.. =) and at last he just took the very only pasta and try.. and he say not nice.. arrgg.. he memang dun like all the weird stuffs that i cook wan.. hehe.. tak apa lah.. =D

and yesterday i spoiled my brother's walkman.. i know he's angry... aiks.. really sorry lar.. dun mean it wan.. =( or not then i'll take and fix for him..

and yesterday also.. i called the person that took my phone to repair.. and guess what..... the fellow really makes me feel like killing her!! iissshh!! angry betul.. she dun even wan to answer my phone even though i called so many times.. now i really feel like taking back my phone (i dun care if it's repaired o not) and just repair outside.. i seriously dun mind paying any amount as long as i get back my lovely phone.. people there are seriously not trust-able.. arrggg.. i demand for my phone back..

monday to wednesday maybe no car ad.. cos dad's car will be repaired cos that day accident.. haiz.. sobs.. hmm.. so dad told me that monday 830 must fetch us go ktm ad.. if not later too late send to repair... kesian betul.. aiks..

monday really got lots of things wanna do at pyramid.. but dunno got pple wan teman me o not... haiz.. dun wanna regret ler.. =(

currently tak tau nak buat apa.. someone even say i too "eng" to do all the weird things.. =)

imu

recent activities

2009-12-13T12:44:00.002+08:00

currently planning my christmas stuffs... my christmas gift list... and my attire on that day.. =) this year i din really participate in lots activites compare to last year.. din even have ensemble... so just mainly choir.. and even that i'm not like really into-it.. cos of some reasons.. btw.. i'm still excited for the day... i think maybe next year i'll join more stuffs.. =) dunno y this year dun really had the mood for that... =) currently thinking of making surprises for someone... =P dunno will work out o not..

Santa's coming to town!!

i want a christmas party!!

i wan to hang out with all my lovely buddies!!

hope something gets better or else i'll really get crazy.. =( (ps: something really secretive)

going to get ready for next year ad... Gambatei!!

currently doing a lot music theory... aiks.. really hard and really confusing.. suddenly feel so dumb.. haiz... exam's coming next year march... sometimes kinda regret for signing up for the exam.. but i believe i can do it!! Gambatei!! practice makes perfect right?? hehe... so gotta study and do really hard... bleks... same to my form 5... really scared.. it's like a year from now to spm.. but my form 4 work it's like totally lost.. did really bad for form 4.. should really work hard!!

"nothing is impossible" right?? hehe.. =)

christmas wish: get to go out with someone.. hehe.. simple as that.. =P

new year wish: i wan to be more independent... must know what's really meant for me.. =)

hope everything is as what i wanted.. =)

horible night =(

2009-12-10T12:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday when reading mail really got scared by 1 of the mail... super scary.. i know i'm kinda making things big... cos i will easily get scared... and i shouted like hell.. arrgg.. whatever.. the main thing here is... i really scared to sleep yesterday night... when wanna close eyes den will taught of the image ad... sobs sobs.. =( took me around 1 hour to really sleep that's also when i was really tired.. this is really horrible... iisshh... now really scare of dark ad.. =( and when ever i was waiting for the computer to restart and when the computer screen is black then it makes me taught of that again.. dun wan lar..

Tagged by Tobias :)

2009-12-09T17:55:00.002+08:00

1. Name : Vicky Yap
2. Birthday : 01 December
3. Who tagged you : Tobias
4. Name 5 of your best friends :

Maye
Aisan
Jesslyn
Sarah
Gerald

5. What do you want for your bday present : Anything
6. Happiest thing you have gone through recently : My Bday Surprise
7. Recent pressure : Preparing for next year's challenges.. =(
8. Ambition : Haven't conclude yet.. but have few sure choices.. =)
9. Do you have a lover : err... ya...? XD
10. Will you look for your teachers during an alumni association : ya
11. Who makes you happy during an outing : Family and Friends
12. If 2 of your friends are arguing : Know what's happening and help to solve
13. Where do you want to go with your bestie or/and lover : Travel around the world!!
14. What do you want to do during Christmas : Gathering with friends and family.. (best with snow around)
15. Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : everyone.. =)
16. Do you have the excitement of waking up ? : ya.. although had nightmares sometimes.. =(
17. How many siblings do you have : 2 including me
18. Which song u like the most (female) : Realize by Colbie Cailliat
19. Which song u like the most (male) : The Reason by Hoobastank
20. What colour do you like : blue, green, purple
21. Will you flush before use the toilet : No.. later if water kena butt how?? haha.. =)
22. Do you love me : love who??
23. Do you like male or female : any. =)
24. Shout out loud : huh?? haha.. how??
25. Dare to go for a pee at midnight : not really it depends do i had a nightmare..
26. Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing ? : of course.. i'm not going to pee in my pants..
27. Who are supposed to be whacked ? : haha.. whacked where??
28. What are you crazy of recently : the returning of my phone..
29. How is your sleeping look : tak tau.. maybe someone can take picture of it and let me see..
30. What time is it : 8.47 p.m.
31. Do you dislike the person who got you tagged : No
32. Your weight : 49.. sobs.. hate it..
33. Weather : rainy day... cold cold.. XD
34. Are you pregnant : crazy!! no...
35. Add a colour into rainbow : black or white will do..
36. Do you think friendship is true-hearted : sure!!
37. Do you know spring : Nope.. never experienced before.. but i wan to experience it.. =)
38. Who do you like in TVXQ : wat's that?? no idea...
39. List out 5 of your flaws : tak tau... hehe.. =)

Additional questions:
40. List out 2 sentences you like :
" nothing is impossible.. "
" i care for u.. =) "
41. What do you like to eat : anything that can be eaten.. =)
42. You pray to god for : everything.. for the world?? can? hehe..
43. Brands you prefer : dun mind brand.. as long as the product suits me.. =)

My Bday!!

2009-12-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

jie told me 16th suppose to be a very big deal for every teens.. that's y they always had sweet 16 party... =) well.. this year really had my sweet 16... =) and all i wanna say is thanks to everyone around me... really thanks for their wishes and blessings... and also thanks to my besties for the surprise party... =) love all of u lots... muaxx...

Vicky's Journey!! =)

2009-12-02T12:17:00.024+08:00

Day 1.. ( 26th nov, thursday night)
well... my journey sounds kinda exciting and interestin got me... and my mum told me that we have to leave house and wait for the bus around 845pm at the shops there near my house... so we really waited and end up the bus came at 930.. me and dad is totally mad and emo.. haha... that's what we do when we are waiting for something very long.. =) and end up the leader told us that actually the organiser told that it's 930... how stupid for waiting so long.. isshhh... okay.. never mind... so i sat on the 2nd last place.. =) my fav... and parents sit front... cos mum will get giddy... so they distribute some food and me go eat my fav cury puff and end up headache... =( so i just slept.. but was really chatting with someone.. hehe... so i was really bored to death plus i dont get to listen to songs cos my phone spoil ad... =) so i just loook around here and there like crazy.. and i taught the jouney was not any bad.. boleh tahan lar... =)

conclusion: i don't even have a sleep that's more than 4 hours and in the bus was totally cold like fridge and i can oni cover the whole body with my lil jacket... so was really shivering... pity me.. =( took some pictures in the bus.. =)

Day 2 (27th nov, friday)

reach the immigration there around 10 plus... and we waited super long... and it's like super lots pple... i think waited for almost 5 hours an

d the weather is super hot... and i saw some rasuah thingie happening where pple wanted shortcuts and they just pay for that... but i good girl so i seriously waited for it... so that day we had our lunch on 3pm.. wow.. break record ad... and we ate in the re staurant near our hotel... and after that went hotel... stayed at "Hatyai Central Hotel"... this hotel "looks" really superb looks like 5 star... but if u go in the room it's like oni worth the most 1 star... really useless... and their bathroom is like super small and their tv is like those antique kind wan... haha.. but at least can really sleep well for b oth nigh ts... =) after that we went a very huge shop... and inside there they sold all kinds of those sea cucumber and the seafood those... so mum bought some stuffs and me bought the dried apple.. haha.. never see this things before so i just choose that... cos mum keep wanting me to choose something...

before that went to the duty free shop.. and i saw the su per large lollipop.. but end up din buy.. and i ask dad to take a picture of me.. =)

looks kinda dumb.. haha..

later on went to the so called "plaza nora" but inside all sell those tradi tional medicine and those nice jewels... it's like a mini super market.. a bit like giant those kind... and at the corner of it they sold bird nest's... it's 200 bhat per bowl.. err.. if it's real den it's worth if fake wan den they are totally bad.. but it's nice and refreshing.. =) they have 4 flavours..

took mum's photo while waiting..

i ordered the longan flavour wan... parents said my wan too sweet... cos their wan is ginseng and some herbs kind of flavour...

after that... travel to their so called new f loating market.... errr.. tour guide told us that the market had opened for 1 year ad... s o it's like kinda new... quite empty..

everything they sold there is RM2 equals to 20 bhat... kinda cheap ad lor... can't find that price at any other place... and i purposely buy the drinks they sold cos i can bring back the container... i choosed "hello kitty"... cos i can't find any other nice wan.. =)

the view of the hotel...

the hotel lobby...

the plant at the hotel lobbty.. at 1st i taught it's fake wan... until i saw the root of the plant... haha.. =)

outside the hotel... it's pathway or roadside.. =) look s kinda nice so i just took it... =)

located somewhere inside the hotel... [lazy wanna tell where's it..] looks nice and me bored so i just took.. =)

at night... went for body massage... haha... 1st time... taught will be like super pain.. but u know y i can't feel it?? cos at the mid of the process i end up sleeping... so can't feel anything.. was really tired.... massage till sleep.. =.= dad also slept.. mum still awake.. geng... =)

Day 3 (28th nov, sat)
wake up at 7.. thanks to the hotel.. they make morning call to every customers... and i shocked.. i taught what's that sound and keep checking my phone.. haha... [my stupidity on morning when i'm not fully awake].. =)
1st destination: after breakfast went to their market.. bought some nice goodies there... and i bought 1 shirt 1 pants 1 bag... nothing much.. cos most of the time i just walk with mum but helping her to see shirts... and my type of clothes is kinda expensive and not worth it... =)
den we have to be back to the hotel at 12... so we sat their lil taxi.. they call it "tuk-tuk".. it's not taxi i would say.. cos it's like not covered wan.. =)

it's like all the passengers sit behind there.. and to sit this car u even have to tawar-menawar.. must bargain... some crazy fellows will charge u for 200 bhat per person which i can get 100 bhat per person... so must know all this so that wont get cheated.. =)

had our lunch at lee garden's hotel... they had the 33rd floor sky buffet... which i would say it's nice but not that addicting.. cos the food there is simple and limited types... but the view from the 33rd floor was superb... =)

after lunch to the songkla's aquaria... totally not worth it... regretted... plus it costs 300 bhat for seeing some stupid fake and common fishes...

this is what i call fake... the corals are super fake... =(

after that went to the hilltop temple... i was there just to experience their cable car and the view up there.. and it only costs 30 bhat...

this is the so called cable car.. really funny... it's just wire dragging us up there... sesat.. =)

after that went sea side... nice... then night went to the night street.. super nice... sold all kinds of things.. but end up din really buy much there cos dad keep walking so fast scare can't catch up...

Day 4 (29th nov, sun)
nothing much... just pack up things and shop for the last time den chao... =) really break record for the 2nd time.. had dinner at 12am.. and almost can't come back.. cos bus spoil.. =)

ps: really lazy wan upload all the pictures.. sorry!! =) ask me for more details...

2009-11-26T13:44:00.002+08:00

currently... making my last post... before going thailand.. blek... =)
1st time going overseas... really kinda excited.. =) will make sure every moment is being capture if my camera works.. lolx... cos phone still being repaired.. sobs.. btw.. will be back on sunday night... so dun miss me too much ya... =)

bye malaysia... and my bao bei's... =)

Dear bloggie,

2009-11-24T12:10:00.004+08:00

quick update bout last few days...

sunday: went outing with church friends... specially thanks to teacher yeetong... he's really nice... and we watched "a Christmas carol"... this movie is totally much better than i

expected.... i giv 8/10.. although it's quite scary in some parts... =) after that went to teacher's house and we played... din play wii with the guys cos not my type.. hehe... so i play with abigail.. she's so cute... too bad i dun have a camera to capture a picture with her... really enjoy time with her.. we played uno spin.. haha.. she keep wanna pakat with me to defeat her brother... and 1st time talk to teacher's wife... she's nice.. and we talked bout precious moments... it's cool... go back around 8 plus...

ps: i still wanna watch 2012 and "the box"!!!!

monday: nothing much... went to jj with mum... helped her bought a

shirt for her dinner invitation... looks nice... (cos me choose wan) hehe... =P and really bought a lot of things... and saw super a lot of the christmas presents and deco and stuffs.... too bad i'm finding birthday present not christmas... and i saw a loads of snow globe!!! super nice... wanna get for my christmas... and maye suggested me to have a collection on various types of snow globe... i guess this will be totally cool... haha.. at least it's much better than collecting precious moments... =) so now i'm announcing tat i'm officially collecting snow globe... =) i watched a movie and a guy told a girl a love story.. can't really recall that... but it's talking bout winter snow falls... and the 1st person u met is destine to be yours... =) isn't that so sweet?? hehe... at night went to sri scmar and played badminton with maye.. ivan came along too... but he played with his friends... and i was crazy... =) and sleeped... blek... nights...

tuesday: wow.. another 7 or 6 days in advance will be my big day.. really looking forward for some surprises.... hehe... but i know i won't have any... nothing much happen today.. and will be busy whole day for tuition... sobs... =(

*will update soon* winks..

ps: i think i made someone angry at me yesterday... sobs...

2009-11-20T13:42:00.001+08:00

holiday is totally bored.. and i seriously miss my friends...

this year's birthday will not be really fun.. it falls on my busiest tuition day.. how nice if i can skip it.. but if i skip tuition also alone at home doing nothing wan... =)
plus.... i will never get back my phone on time before my bday... the p.i.c. told me i'll only get back in 2 to 3 weeks time... this is totally killing me... i can't listen to my songs and can't snap photo... iiissshhh... hope miracles happen and my phone is repaired in 1 week time.. haha... faster lar... k??

will be afk most of the time.. cos daddy hates me onlining nowadays... iisshh... no choice lor... =)

ps: i wan my holiday to be lighted up with fun.. =)

Dear bloggie,

2009-11-17T08:10:00.001+08:00

i'm sad sad.... my phone spoil ad... i guess he/she hates me... maybe i sms too much... sobs... don't worry i'll bring u to hospital soon...

Tag

2009-11-17T07:35:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Ywah.

32 Things You Didn't Know About Me Until You Read This:

1. What Color Is Your Toothbrush:
Pink

2. Name One Person That Made You Smile Today:
Someone.. [secret]… sshh..

3. What were you doing at 8 AM?:
it’s oni 7:43 am

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?:
sleeping.. zzz..

5. What was the last thing you had to drink?:
coffee plus crysanthemum tea.. cos the fridge is just beside my computer

6. Who is the last person you sent a message to on Facebook?:
errr…. Either kfoo or hong yeu

7. Ever go cam...ping?:
nope.. but I wanted to…

8. Do you go to church every Sunday?:
sure..

9. What did your last text message say?:
maye asking me wanna go jj... =)

10. Where is your dad?:
sleeping in his room

11. Look to your left, what do you see?:
my phone

12. What color is your watch?:
gold

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?:
wrapping my school text books, smsing, msning, watching tv

14. How old are you?:
15, gonna turn 16 in few weeks time..

15. Do you want to change your name?:
never taught of that although I get teased.. =) (proud of my name…)

16. How Many Kids Do You Want To Have?:
it depends..

17. Would you kiss any of your facebook friends?:
errr… future stuffs…

18. Who are the best huggers that you know?:
my besties…

19. List three favorite colors/shades:
baby blue, nature green, mixture of violet and pink

20. Have you ever fallen in love?:
sure…

21. How did you get your worst scar?:
when I fall down from bicycle at the age of 6 and end up I got stitched back..

22. Do you like cats?:
never…

23. Do you love anyone?:
errr… should be a yes…

24.what do you hope to get on ur b'day?
something sweet and nice.. best to be very surprising.. woots.. I love surprise!! =)

25.Do u plan any trip for ur next coming?
going to Thailand next week.. =) can’t wait..

26. What do you usually do during the day?

Tuitions, maybe outing with friends and mummy…

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?:
nope.. =)

28. Is anyone jealous of you:
I don’t know… hmm.. wonder who.. guess no one will.. =)

29. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?:
my white flat strips sandals.. lurves it…

30. Last song listened to?:
can’t recall… no phone no songs..

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?:
that’s like so long ago.. can’t recall.. (y don’t u call me now and then u’ll be listed there. =P)

32. What is your favorite number?:
7

Tag 5 people to do the same thing:

maye

Jess

Shienrun aka asam

Ivan

Dear friends and bao bei 's,

2009-11-16T19:32:00.002+08:00

happy holidays... lolx.. gonna miss all of u damn badly...

btw... i started a lil of my holiday planning ad... and was really lazy at times to finish up tasks... will manage myself... =D

to-do list:

anyone who wanna watch 2012 and "the box" please kindly bring me along?? haha.. desperate for it...
go pyramid and try out skating
wanna go shopping
wanna have more time with friends
wanna have a to-do list of what i should do
wanna cam whore loads loads..

i am really bored.... anyone out there please save me.. i'm really sesat this time.. lolx.. =)

randoms in class ( 13th november)

2009-11-13T21:40:00.023+08:00

Dear bloggie,

2009-11-13T20:50:00.005+08:00

today went to school.. i din't even plan to go.. but end up i just went... cos have to return aisan and maye's exam papers... well... today bargain quite much also... i brought my own made cupcakes to school... after all the hard work and finally i get back some nice comments... it's not really that successful.. sobs... =(

i get back my chemist and bio papers back.. and thank God i din't fail... woots... i break my record for not failing any subjects... and i seriously hope that my results is much better... i think i din even improve but there's a big decrease in marks... that's bad... parents gonna be so sad.. =(

today played water... haha.. keep asking maye to play with me... but end up she kena from pple 1st.. haha... i was like so wanting to play... but then end up i joined in also... hehe... chiew yee was like totally wet... 1st time played with her.. haha... it's fun... looking forward for the water war on next monday.. =)

and i got bullied by da BIG BULLY "SHIENRUN" again.. haha... he really sesat.... and that stick guy (weixiang) pay him just to bully me and say wen... btw... i wanted to tell say wen that shienrun actually pay back all the money that weixiang gave... sesat... means they are just passing the money around...

and i really hate v juan for being so pervert... u like so much about porn then just go ahead and ss urself... there's nicer body for u to watch.... so damn pervert lar... u can just say u are playing.. but that's not the way to play.... it's like totally over the limit of playing... din't u see pple are like so frustrated....

btw.. today's bm class is nice... =) i think teacher really loves goh tong very much.. enjoy bm class the most... =) but yet i din really do well in bm.. sobs.. i promise i'll work harder k?? =P den gopi keep say i cried in the class... stupid... he's making the whole world know that i cry that day... but i din't... sesat... and he's adding all the nice story inside... sesat fellow...

days are getting nearer to my thailand trip... and dad's saying that tomorrow we'll make our shoppings for the things to be brought there... =) so here comes my shopping list.. =P will make sure this trip is nice... =)

yesterday is the turn for my lil auntie's visit to my house.. really hot surprised by mum when i reach home from school.. =) i lurves my aunt a lot... =) and mum get bom for saying me fat.. blek... =P but i memang must cut down some more.. =) really misses her... i made cupcakes... and she say it's nice... just kinda sweet lor... cos it's like all base on my experience.. and the recipe given all wrote cups.. and i din't even know how big is their cup... but not bad lar.. rating: 6/10.... i spoiled my icing.. i used melted butter but i should not do that... sobs.. looking forward for another baking... =) gonna be fat for eating it...

and we took auntie for a dinner outside in the sungai yu restaurant... their sotong really amaze me... it's like so mini in size...

it's like so small... only a lil part of my little finger...

cute... =)

too many happenings ad... lazy to post bout everything... =)

ps: i found out i miss someone =P

2009-11-12T15:32:00.002+08:00

school is boring after exams... and today i was alone and 80% of the time i'm not in the class.. looking forward for delima fun.. and something resist me... sobs.. thanks kah choon for accompany-ing me... haha... but end up i after recess i was left alone again... sobs... din acc me till end wan.. haha...

looking forward for tomorrow... guess will be nice if wai yang going... will be playing water... woots.. yippy... lurves water... =)

Dear bloggie,

2009-11-12T15:09:00.006+08:00

i know it's so dead... cos of my laziness... and i really dun wish to tell every single of my things out here... recently there's so many things happening.... and just only enjoying the 1st week after my year end exams... and got back some results... but not really super satisfied.. i mean not at all... it's like so damn no good... i regretted again for not studying earlier.. and i guess i'll be disappointing my parents again... just wanna thank pn.bibi lots... for not failing me... u are so diff from what i taught.. and embarrass moments happens once again..

well... studies matter will just come into my mind anytime... and really dun wan the stupid results anymore... please NO!!! this will be killing me... haha... someone please giv me semangat a bit.. currently in a mood that is really complicated... mum wanted me to stop faceboook and any online stuffs.. but i guess not everything bah.. that will be totally kill my life... well.. please at least let me have 30 mins online time on weekdays and half day for weekends?? haha... next year is gonna be like so scary...

i'm really scared for my piano lessons... actually it's the exam... really will get stressed up a lot of times next year... recently i'm seriously preparing for my grade 7 theory.. and the problem is.. i haven't complete the grade 6 syllabus... this is bad... so.. parents seriously wan me to work super hard for this... i know i'm kinda lembap... haha.. so i understand myself very well that i should be starting for everything... really need encouragement ler... =)

love matters.. that day when brother asked me that i had a bf? and i really shocked... btw.. i din have any... nobody wants me... sobs... well... i am seriously wondering that am i annoying or what actually wrong with me?? it's like i'm so scary?? haiz... hmmm... back to bro's quest.. and i guess cos he saw my msn pm.. haha.. i guess...... i still can't let down of things... but i have some kind of feelings inside me that even i dunno what actually i wan... i'm being so emo.. and the history just repeated the second time after 3 years... maybe i should not even exist in ur life... forget bout that.... i'll just really look up on pple who really appreciate me for who i am and my inner beauty... pple who alwayz judge on appearance don't really end up any better... =) just let it be natural i guess...

my holiday list and plannings:
1. making cupcakes
2. going to thailand very soon..
3. shoppings with friends
4. watch 2012 and the box
5. try out ice-skating
6. go out with some pple
7. take lots lots lots pictures for my photo album
8. wanna go jogging [best with someone to accompany me] =)
9. wanna finish my theory syllabus
10. wanna plan for next year
11. try out to write my sweet diary
12.

planning that yet to be added... =)
can u accompany me more?? really lonely... sobs..

Tagged by Tobyn

2009-09-30T17:32:00.002+08:00

Rules...
1. Do list the singer after each song.
2. Gotta complete this tag after being tagged.
3. Tag 10 friends after completing this tag.

1. Use one song to describe your current mood or feeling.
Smile-Uncle Kracker

2. List 10 songs using the first letter of your name.

Vacant Chair (S. Winwood/V. Stanshall)

Valentine's Day (Bruce Springsteen)

Valerie (S. Winwood/W. Jennings)

Val-Hala (Elton John/Bernie Taupin)

The Valley Road (B. R. Hornsby/John Hornsby)

Valparaiso (Sting)

Vamos A Bailar (Gipsy Kings)

Vampire Blues (Neil Young)

Van Diemen's Land (Words: The Edge / Music: U2)

Vanishing (Bryan Adams/Robert John Lange)

ps: just copy from website.. cos got no idea of songs with start with "v"

3. List 2 fav female singer.
-Colbie Cailliat
-Taylor Swift

4. List 2 fav male singer.
-David Archuleta
-Jay Chou

5. List 2 fav band.
-Green day
-(yet to be discovered)

6. List 10 fav songs of yours.
-Smile-Uncle Kracker
-Realize-Colbie Cailliat
-Bubbly-Colbie cailliat
-Yang Chi-Rainie Yang
-Battle-Colbie Cailliat
-no Boundaries- Kris Allen
--Our Song-Taylor Swift
-Fifteen-Taylor Swift
-Tui Hou-Jay Chou

7. List one stupid and funny song.
-loads lar... err... when i listen to songs i seldom look at their names...

8. List one song you feel it's meaningful to you.
(can i have 2??)
-smile-Uncle Kracker
-Realize-Colbie Calliat

9. Ever wish to write your own song?
of course!!!

10. Do you wanna be a singer when you grow up?
nope... not that type...

11. What's the one song you wanna dedicate to your lover/crush[got or not, just write]
( i think more than 1 but this is the wan i guess... teehee... =) ]
-Smile-Uncle Kracker

12. Current song you listening.
Smile-Uncle Kracker

You prefer:
-Country or Blue?
Country

-You prefer Rock or Pop?
Pop.. hate rock...

-Classic or Acoustic?
Acoustic

-Avril Lavigne or Michelle Branch?
Arvil!!

-Celion Dion or Mariah Carey?
none... =) not my type...

-Simple Plan or Linkin Park?
both?? =)

-LadyGaga or Katy Perry?
no idea... dun think of any.. =)

-Smokie or Aerosmith?
Aerosmith

-Jesse McCartney or David Archuleta?
David

-Marie Digby or Taylor Swift?
Taylor Swift!!!! =)

-David Cook or Kris Allen?
Kris Allen

-Rihana or Beyonce?
none??

-Leona Lewis or Jordin Sparks?
dunno lar... =)

-Michael Learns to Rock or My Chemical Romance?
My Chemical Romance

-Kelly Clarkson or Lindsay Lohan?
Linsay?? Kelly?? dunno lar... =)

-Boys like Girls or Jonas Brothers?
dun really know them well... Jonas Brother will do...

-Daniel Powter or Michael Bolton?
Daniel

-Chris Daughtry or Clay Aiken?
Chris Daughtry

-Westlife or Boyzone?
none??

-Akon or Chris Brown?
none of them is my type... =)

Tags:
maye
jesslyn
wanxiang
shienrun
..................... no idea...
anyone who wants to do it then just go ahead... =)

cupcakes!!!! i'm in love with them...

2009-09-18T13:16:00.012+08:00

just dunno y... suddenly taught of doing cupcakes... the feeling just come like that... haha... i know i'm really interested in doing cakes those... but then since i decided to really go thin then din really do ad... cos scare eat ad fat fat.... just now too free ad... den i got do nothing then suddenly taught doing cupcakes... =)

here's some cool pictures bout cupcakes... wish someday i could make them out... wanna be the pastry maker... =) all this are just to sweet to be eaten... hehe... will try out very soon... if i get to buy all the ingredients...

happenings today....

2009-09-14T14:48:00.002+08:00

really dunno y... today quite many things happen lar... but mainly will talk bout chemist teacher...

today after recess is the chemistry time... and me, ice, maye went bilik guru to see our bm teacher... cos of the so called important bm scrap book... sesated wan lar... wasted a lot of time on it... but kinda happy with the outcomes... back to the topic... so we went there and teacher not there... so we just straight go to the chemistry lab... well... it was normal at the beginning.... and after a while when everyone come in then i just dunno y this so called tame teacher suddenly become wild teacher.... and my so called good teacher become a evil teacher for me... i just dun understand what is he scolding in front there... and he keep nagging there like shit... i dun think all the mistakes that he said we even do that... this teacher is like accumulating all the mistakes from everywhere and he just bla bla bla to us... watever the fellow gonna say i was like ya right... look at ur own son before u even scold at us... shit u.... scolding pple like worthless like that... please lar... nobody is stupid in this world and u dun even have the right to scold us like that... i know we may do some silly mistakes... y can't u just tell us nicely and must u criticize our class's name?? how dare u even say 4 bodoh... den wat's 4 berlian means?? their initial also starts with 'b' okay??!! i just can't stand pple scolding me bodoh like that... and i just don't understand are u scolding u practicing the dialog to scold ur son?? i admit that our class student is kinda playful... but how can u ever say that we simply kiss and hug and do ever bad things in ur so called suci lab... this is ridiculous!! we din't even kiss and hug okay??!! please make some things clear in ur mind before u ever bla out like that... i just dunno y u will scold pple like that... even if we are bodoh but u r the teacher... so u are the one who are suppose to teach us nicely not the one to scold us bodoh....

well... so now u separated the guys and girls saying that we misused the 'mixed' school concept... sesated... and u even say that batu unjur is becoming a chinese school... watever it is.... bukit tinggi is commonly chinese... and of course parents will choose the nearest school.. and u r calling us to shift to kwang hwa, hin hua, and watever gang hua and all the hua hua... [this is funny] serious... haha...

and today we continued the salt experiment... and some people kena the silver carbonate [think so]... and me kena too... only when i reach home then realise that my fingers got the black stain... and it's growing.. watever it is.. if i were to just die now... who cares lar.. haha... i'm still in the emo mood... really no good... just wish i could ever shout out loud some where alone to relieve my problems...

ps: this is what i wanted to say.. it's my vision on the things that happen...

2009-09-14T14:36:00.006+08:00

took some random photo on sat... dunno y after bath den drying my hair... den got nothing to do while waiting to go out... so just simply took some pictures....

haha... looking for the stars...[kononnya]
it's day time so sure no stars d... haha... sesat....

wonder which picture is the best among all... haha... =)

2009-09-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

just don't understand things well.... as some of my friends know... i'm seriously preparing for 4 music exams next year... i know the whole year i'm gonna suffer... cos i've got music exams and spm... so it's kinda scary whenever i think of that...

recently, i just got my grade 8 practical exam pieces and of course i was asked to start preparing by now.... so of course i do have to practice... and the weird thing is... my dad force me to practice everyday... where mostly of my friends just relax there... well... i dun really mind bout that... what really matters me is when ever i've got new song to play of course i'll just go slowly and catch everything in it... and here comes my mum.. she will like keep saying y u playing so bad?? and from that moment my mood turn bad!! seriously bad... u know when people are enjoying learning something new and u just say something bad of course pple will just get frustrated.... okay...watever.... and this really makes me dun feel like trying to play any new songs.... cos if i ever play wrong den she will start saying again.. i just don't understand y she can't think from my angle... i know i'm not as pro as what she wants me to be... i know i'm not that smart and talented.... but just let me enjoy my learning process... and another thing... just don't understand y she alwayz like to compare me and others.... even in my studies... and of course my piano skills... i know u really want me to be that successful... but i just need time... just please do not ever compare me with others... okay?? i really don't like this... God created everyone differently and everyone have their own specialty... it just depends on how you look at things....

well... just gonna say that i do really love to explore more in musics... but sometimes i'm really not in the mood... i have emotions too... =)
and that's me...

ps : this post is kinda meaningless... i just dunno what to say... =)

lazyness in me

2009-07-24T13:40:00.002+08:00

really lazy wan to update my blog lar... actually i alwayz love to update my blog.... butttttt....... cos of my restriction for online-ing.... so i can't on that much... and oh ya... there are so many stuffs in my mind this few days... and i dunno even y this will happen to me... just dun understand a lot of things... sometimes i may seeing like i dun care... but after some time den i regreted for not asking why for that.... sesat lar....and can't really manage my stuffs properly... i'm going to be insane soon.... haha.... :) sooooooo super many things happen... and i planned a lot of stuffs lar... some stupid ideas come in my mind also.... haha....... currently i made myself a new wishlist.... will post it after i feel that it's really wat i wan...... haha.... and still the same... desperate for precious moments, moody bear... this is the so call collection.... YA..... i always wanted a glass cabinet to display my collection... hope daddy 's buying for me... blek.... :) and also desperate for DLSR (i think it's in that way lar).... :) and also currently wondering should i ask for every answer that i wanted to know... sesat lar... i just keep everything to me... if anyone can read my mind that person will be amaze till got stroke.... :) sesated.....

k lar.... not much time left... talking for fun... just want everything to go smoothly as i taught... :) thx...

anger

2009-06-18T21:57:00.005+08:00

isshh... really angry lar... everytime also being the victim wan lor..and yet i have to smile and say it's okay.... really hate that feeling lor... y nobody can really understands me.... just dun get so stresed up lar.... and not that i cant do wat u wan... is sometimes i really no mood to do it ma.... den u also cannot care me more like that.... u dun even understands wat i really want!!!! super stu lar.... SESAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! if u so smart den u understand me 1st lar... i was like being really stu to say sorry at most of the times... just wish today is a nightmare.... and u taught oni u'll get angry meh?? i also got feelings wan ler.... can't u just tolerate more.....

really hate it!!!!

ps: just wanted to express my anger to someone..... still deedee is the best... but it comes back to me = nothing happen.... sesated...

results results results...

2009-06-18T16:50:00.003+08:00

i'm really very fobia of getting results now... haha.... dunno y even those not important wan kinda scare will fail also... haha.... but thank God this time's exam no fail!! yeah.... really very anti-fail wan lor... especially bm.... can't afford to fail bm.... but who knows end up got 58 also... haha... not bad lar.... better a lot than i expected... :) anyway... although this time's result no fail but then still like shit.... oni got 1 a1 and that wan also cos teacher change the marks system.... dunno y... den a2 also very few not even 5... haiz... and others mostly 50+ wan... sap pai lar.... everytime also like shit wan.... especially bio... really anti bio ad lar.... luckily this time din fail.... i'm very sure wat subject to drop now... BIO!!! hate u!! :)

and then get all the results ad... except bi.... haiya... expected ad wan... everytime also get that wan last wan.... tea super busy wan dei..... haha.... just hope can get a lil a2?? i dun mind if it's 70 also lar... haiya... b also not bad lar... but then better not a c... haiz.... so overall of my results is okay lar.... but if i let mummy know my marks she'll surely scold at me wan... especially acc and the chemist.... later sure say go tuition also no use wan.... haiz... watever lar... everytime i can just stand there and let my pareants say oni.... and even if i get 58 for my bm... which i feel kinda proud of it ad... where others fail..... but still my parents'll say wan lor... haiz... they never understand me lar...

but something really make me super happy yesterday night... suppose to be a super happy night... but end up like nothing... cha dao.... haiz... yesterday actually wan go the chiliung pasar malam wan... which i super duper missed?? haha... but then really lazy lar... some more legs super pain... makes me dun feel like walking oni... so end up din go lor.... den kena scold by dad also.. cos for asking mum to go... stu wan.... den i really bad mood ad wan... den later my piano teacher called... i knew it's bout today's class cannot make it ad wan lor.. den i sun pian ask the thoery results... den she told me i get DISTINCTION!!! wow... i was like YEAH!!! den later she go tell me... "i taught i told u before ad??" den i wan like NO!!! really cha dao... sesated at the moment.... den she say my marks was 93 lor... but i dunno over wat ler... :) den tat time tell mummy... i purposely make it gan chong wan.. but then bro end up asking... wat wat not mummy.... den when i say i get distinction den they react nothing.... really very cha dao lor.... no congrats at all... hmmph.... fine... i memang expected that type of reaction ad wan.... den when i tell "him"... den he react nothing also... geram betul.... den tat time he kinda busy.... so din really chat also... but at least he got ask me lar.. like good or not and so on... better than mummy they all kua... :)

still figuring out how to tell my parents bout my mid year exam marks... really complicated lar... haiz... just wish pple understand me more.... even him!! :)

k lar... guess.... nothing much to really say ad...
-to be continue-
:)

wishes and dreams.... collectibles...

2009-06-10T16:16:00.002+08:00

my collectable stuffs lists....
1. precious moments
2. moody bear
3. me-to-you bears (so called tatty bears also).
4. car figures
5. action figures
6. music books
7. yet to be added..

:)

gua tempurung trip...

2009-06-10T15:42:00.003+08:00

on the 1st and 2nd june... went gua tempurung with school friends and some other school students..... and some of my school's teacher went also... woke up around 5 like that... and i almost late for the time of arrival.... cos i forgotten my sandals... so have to turn back and take... :)

1st day.... sit right behind there..... kinda fun lar.... was alone at the beginning then got pple teman me lar... now i realise that cheah yi scared at me... haha.... haiya... wat ever lar... :) den reached the gua around 10 plus i guess.... forget ad.... den went it there.... hmmm... i would just describe the cave as a wonderful place.... never regret at all.... feel like goin in again.... at the beginning i taught was like super scary.... cos memang no nothing wan u know... no lights all.. den no stairs all also... den the tour guide some more scare us... say if talk too loud then later all the animals will come out wan... den me and kaili really scared la... haha... den in front of us is sau pang den kaili keep pulling his shirt... den later on she follow weeseh... den i simply lar.... we like sesat here and there wan.... errr.... i would just divide the cave into 2 lar... i knw there are a lot of part.... well the 1st part is from the entrance of couse... den to a so called river.... den we rest there lar.... and something really big happened to me... haha... den after that i followed ming hui and shienrun they all lor... well... 2nd part of the cave is much more easier... no mouse hole and jumping from top anymore... it's all staircase... but it's alltogether 1050 steps... walk till die.. haha.... but then we stopped at the platforms lar.... den the tour guide keep creating the stories lar.... some kinda logic lar... quite funny also... inside the cave really very nice lar... but then din manage to bring a camera in... so.... din get to capture anything...

the view of the cave outside....

after lunch... went to the so called bungalow or semi-d lar... but actaully it's a house lar... very diff from wat imagined... :) den went to the waterfall... very nice... :) den night sleep around 1 plus.. actually dun wan sleep and cannot sleep wan... but then my allergy come again.. so have to lor... haiz... and end up oni sleep for 2 hours like that...

second day.... went the kampar medan selera there to have breakfast... super cheap and delicious lar the food there......... after that went to the hot spring... but then end up mostly at the cold spring part..... got went through the whole park ad lar... worth it lar.... very nice... how ncie if i know how to swim... sure very nice wan.... haiz.... never mind... i'll learn!!! :)
after everything....

CHao... balik liao... :)

the end of the trip...

i'm back!!

2009-06-10T14:54:00.018+08:00

:) wonder did i lost somewhere?? really very lazy wan upload... haha... but someone requested.... well... i'll just briefly talk bout my holidays.... and a few days before that.... :)

the friday before holiday... meaning the last day of school lar...
we gals planned to giv a surprise party for jess... and end up she tell me that she early ad know... sesated lar.... never once the surprise party was truly surprise wan.... must really plan nicely lor... :) anyway.... taht day maye bought 2 cakes... which i really think very wierd bout it.... theres the peanut and the cappucino flavour wan... i think i'll prefer the cappucino wan better...... after school we gals... the gang lar... went to station 1... kinda sesat.... actually wen to the red island cafe wan... den sit there ad... den at last we decided to come out from there... there not bad lar... but dunno expensive o not lar.... haha... took some pictures...

me and maye's drinks...

i ordeder this... jumbo saussages.... not bad lar.... if compared to the german saussages still i prefer the german wan.... :)

and some random pictures....

our pictures.... haha.....

that's all for the friday events..... :)

plannings for tomorrow...

2009-04-30T16:03:00.003+08:00

tomorrow mummy's birthday!!! planning to have a surprise thingie for her... but dun think can work lar.. din discuss with bro also... we never plan things out be4 wan.... maybe i dun really like to talk nowdays lor... so kinda seldom i'll really talk bout my problems out.... i realise i'm not that open or some what lar... maybe talking to deedee it's better... :)
so tomorrow going mid-valley... yahoo... at last i get to go... den maybe i can buy wat ever i wan!!! :)
anyway...

HaPpY BiRtHdAy MuMmY!!! :)

a very bad day for me...

2009-04-30T15:30:00.002+08:00

today wake up as usual... and just had a nightmare before that.... and i knew that the rest of the day of today is getting worst.... and it's really bad... really hate it lar... wish i'm not in school today at all... really regret for going school..... some more today a lot of pple on leave ler... meaning din come school lor... haiz... and today got the so called prostar meeting and it's a very super long ceramah... bout the hiv and aids and those smokking stuffs lar... i din even hear half of the ceramah... was reading bukit kepong all the way... and almost finish it ad... left the last chapter... and the ceramah ends at recess time lor... den during walking up time... den saw wei xiang... he super serious lor... den go scold me for nothing... really hate pple like this... i some more not in the mood ad den some more come scold me like that... stupid fellow... den asked someone bout this lar... haiya... just hate things to really become big when it's just nothing.... i hate pple making things bigger lor... and dun really understands those pple lar... den i was like super sesat....
and then they just ignore me and i just ignore them lar... so wat is everything to do with me... like i'm the king of the world like that.... issshhhh....

and today bm time... the teacher some more being so palia.... me and aisan wan talking bout the tuition physics paper... cos she missed the lesson... den the stupid teacher go take the papers away.... so wat's her problem right now... not like we r making loud noises behind.... really shit wan lor... den during go back time me and aisan say wan go take back the paper and before that she go hit pple and fold the paper like shit ad... den when me and aisan walk towards her den she act like nothing and keep tidy her things... den like taught we r transparent like that... really hate this kind of pple.... from the beginning i really hate her ad wan... and i dun mind hating her more and more.... she dun deserve my honour.... worst teacher ever....

issshhhh.........

was chatting with the one i really loved before... not sure whether still like him o not... haha... 1st time chat with him until so nice.... no lar.. should say very long din chat with him till so nice ad... really miss it... it's like suddenly wan lor....
happy!!

:)

arrrgh!! hatezzzzz

2009-04-29T15:38:00.003+08:00

really hate insects.... super irritating... especially ants... dunno y they really like to appear in front of me... stupiak lar... and sorry mummy that i wasted a lot of ur ridsect... cos really super hate ants... den i like keep on spray on it... dunno who go eat in the computer there den now got ants ad... arrgh!! kena bite ler... super itchy... den to prevent the stupid ants that r not dead to go to my room den i just spray randomly.. haha... physco ad... haha... anyone who really know me will know that i'm super sensitive to those insects... and really hate when they r trying to disturb u..... really hate cochroaches also.. and also lizards.... ewwwwwwwww..... haha...

:)

taylor swift rocxx....

2009-04-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

really in love with her songs.... and when u c her web... really so cool... her songs really touches me... it's like she voice out using her music... and every song there's a story in it... and i guess most of it really happens in real life... and now i'm so into guitar again... maybe cos i heard her songs and then the way she played guitar and also song along.. so cool...

:)

wanted to try a lot of stuffs...

2009-04-25T11:43:00.002+08:00

just now went the show house in bkt tinggi2... den the way they design really superb... simple and nice for me... now i feel like being a designer... actually i memang feel like being a designer ad wan.. but think so won't be that successful in malaysia lor... i guess u all should understand wat i mean lor...

currently thinking of having a big cam... den take lots of pictures... :) got think be4 to become a photographer also... but maybe more to those scenery those wan... :)

:)

school life!!

2009-04-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

begin to feel super bored as time goes by.... dunno y often feel like not being in the class ler.. kinda bad huh... ya lor... haiz... hope that habit will change lar... but u'll never experience the naughty student's if u never ever try it... i tried it lor... haha... just few lar... if those naughty students were to give me marks... i think i'll oni get max 50... haha...

mid year exam coming soon... dun wan things to get worst some more lar... tak boleh tahan lagi!!

duno wat to post about also.. but sometimes i really love my school life..... i wonder the days after graduation will be like how oh.... without uniform to critise, without so so so many friends around to talk to... without the feeling of being bad and can't even get the chance to lepak again... haha...

:)

life is so miserable!!

2009-04-22T14:51:00.003+08:00

when things come to a very hard situation is whether u accept the facts o not.... and it's really very hard to choose to believe someone o just to ignore it.... now i realise that i'm the type of person that cannot really accept things easily... kinda sad huh?? will try to be more emo less lor.. dun wan to easily get hurt... haha....
Help me!! i really dunno how to make decisions... really tough... and the lesson i learned today is "the word lie sits right in the middle of the word believe"...

Arrgggg!!!! :(

movies!!

2009-04-18T11:47:00.002+08:00

wanted to watch:

but dunno when it'll be release!!
:)

will watch it soon.... haha... can't wait for it ad....

precious moments!!

2009-04-18T11:04:00.003+08:00

desperate for it!!!
here's a video of precious moments...

and it's like so cool... and even a simple piece of so call "mud" or watever lar.. can be made into a super nice porcelain figure....

:)

the rocket competition

2009-04-18T10:50:00.003+08:00

basically i enjoyed lar... kinda fun and gain a lot of experience.... this is the competition that depends on the luck lar... cos we wont know when the wind comes and all those... and we r not given time to wait for the wind to move... my team still works lar... but can't get our aim... the situation there is totally diff from school... so just for fun lar i guess... but get darker ad... haiz...

this the banner lar... just for fun lar...

we have the competition in smk sg.kapar indah..

talking bout the school.... some things really get on my nerves.... after our trial and all those den me and gopi just walk around the school lar... the building kinda nice... and i think better than my school... cos not really that square... and i was finding for their toilet... and their toilet is like super small... half of my school's toilet... and the worst part is none of the toilet doors can be locked.... ya... that's how bad it is... i wonder how pple there can pea there.... haiz... sesat...
talking bout their canteen.... kinda big lar... and a lot of food.... but when it's time for our recess den most of the food pple sapu ad.... so cant get to try some of the food there..... den just buy something simple there.... and the canteen is super low... haha... so those tall fellows must beware of their heads... haha...

talking bout the competition... it's my very 1st time to go other school to compete lar... so feel very new to meet a lot of school there.... got bout 40 schools there lar... and i guess we manage to get like 20+ lar... so still not bad lor... cos me and gopi is totally new for the rocket stuffs and then we dun even know the tactics all those... so just make it out and go for the competition... and when we c other pple's rocket so canggih den our semangat like shrink ad. haiz...

conclusion... smk meru won.. and 2nd is smk bukit kuda den 3rd is the kolej islam [something like that]...

:)

sHopPing LisT!!

2009-04-11T15:45:00.003+08:00

super bored!! and i'm starting to plan for my holiday trip ad....
really wish can get all the stuffs that i wan ler... super desperate for it... best if someone could ever get it for me... :)

2GB M2 memory card for my phone
precious moments figurines
action figures & figurine cars (sport cars!!) :)
bears!! (cute stuffs)
some music albums
watch [old wan kinda spoil and sesat ad]
bagzz...
................................

will add in soon!!! :)

......

2009-04-09T16:15:00.003+08:00

SiNgLe RoAcks!!! dunno since when this really comes to my mind.... feel superb lar... and today sivik time tea was telling the sau pang and cheah yi to act the vandalisme... sau pang kinda okay lar... but still not same... den cheah yi totally not same lor... failed... if ask me go act sure same wan... but i think i'm more to gangsterisme... sure same wan... :) anyway i dunno wat i wan to say also.... very sesat.... haiz.... just hope things goes better as time pass... :)

the part 2 of the rocket thingie...

2009-04-09T15:58:00.003+08:00

it's yesterday... and i'm kinda not sure bout the things so i just post everything today.... me, kaili and wee seh went out from the class since 1230 and we din even take our bag not knowing that actually gopi, wee juan they all just tell tea that they r doing the rocket at 1230 and they just bring down teir bag like that.... so dumb.... and then went to berlian and kaili complete their rocket... den i just sit there and then talked to aisan and maye... den later on 105 tehy followed us also... den 5 of us (plus jie ying) just went into class den take our bags and just chao.... [only 2 r going for the rocket thingie] sesated.... :) den maye and aisan went yamaha.. den jie ying went back i guess... den me and kaili went to canteen... den waited for the teacher... me and gopi was like really so nervous of our rocket... cos got change the parashut ad... so dunno can fly o not...

this is the real part... :) den mh and william's rocket 1st and then kinda successful but the parashut dun come out... and their record is 7.50 sec.. den after that is kaili's... den forget the result... den cos weejuan's parashut spoil so we go 1st... den our record is 7.05 sec... 1st time trial... still got 1 time... den never mind lor.... den later on we modify some stuffs... den our 2nd time that time no one left... oni the 2 teachers... den me and gopi just say try lar.. and guess wat?? super successful... our record:::::::: 19.50 seconds!!! super cool huh?? tak sangka also ler... den keep flying and flying... but then that time nobody there to take down the video... sesated case again.. den later everyone tried to break that record lar... den i guess it's not successful lar...

den after our 3rd try i just went back... cos need to go back ad lar... den gopi still there... haha... den he told me that no one can break our record... den i was like so happy. :) den heard that kaili's rocket burst.... den later dunno lar... den gopi told me that he gave the groups chances... but luckily they din manage to break it...

Conclusion: we won! :)

beginner is not the noob wan...

2009-04-06T16:57:00.004+08:00

today as usual a went to school... but today i stayed back.... for the water rocket thingy... and then me group partner is gopi... :) we did it!!! and before that v juan keep saying to me and gopi that our rocket sure spoil wan.... sure koyak and all those wan... den he was like so bo gam buan (keep saying that wednesday u sure lose ad lar...) and was super happy for the result... and i brought my phone.. so took the video of the thing... for the very first time i'm doing this and it's successful... but still thanks to gopi.. he did the most of the stuffs... missed the first time's video... den second time tooked by kaili... :)

and also... knowed a song from bel's blog... very nice... like the meaning also.... it's called That's When I Love You..... hear it if u wan to know how nice it is... :)

not da latest... :) just for fun lor...

today was da fun day!!

2009-03-25T15:02:00.003+08:00

as usual i wake up and was like so lazy... haha... [use to it!] :) but have to wake up also lar... den get ready and go school!! today a bit diff from wat i ever imagine... i know i always wan thing to happen the other way it would be... haiz.... :( but anyway.... sit with kaili and then when maye come den go keep the cake... so super sesat and we din even know that keeping cakes in the canteen fridge need money wan ler.... sesat lor... den the aunty there [she was a malay] den she asked wu lui bor? meaning got money o not lar.... den i faster go lend from pple lor... and then some more it's RM2 ler... kinda expensive lor... not her cake also.. haha...

den went to class like that and so on lor... new bio teacher = err.... rating: 3/5 i guess?? dunno lar... she was like explaning lar... den kinda pro lar... but i guess it's the basic 0ni lor.. haha... and then she spelled something wrong... and then jie ying tell her and then she go spell even wrongly... haha... den me and kaili was like laughing there... den ip class = sejarah class... gan chong... :) den bi class.... teacher talking her expedisi story again... :) den she went out earlier...

den go call jess to take the cake... den i was sesat.... cos to make sure that ice dun c the cake... den at last celebrated for her also lar... very funny lor... den bm.... me, wx,shien, kaili, jie ying was having our own "bm lesson". super funny.... den cheah yi was like talking like so softly and quickly... dun even know wat he talking at all... so funny ler... we tat gang... den sej again... fun... den maths... but no maths class.. cos tea go meeting.... den we was like so siao... i kena pulled hair for 6 times and tie also kena pulled 3 times... kolian... but fun.... den we like so siao go delima just because wantted to c the new girls there.... everyone like say they [be kua]... dunno lar... actually i also din really c in detail... just look from outside of the class lor... den run here run there....

hmmm.... end of the story above... now another story.... just right after bi den me and kaili going to toilet... den we was like walking... den the 4 delima also coming up lar... den when reached the staircase there den was like so shocked.... den wai yang was like blocking me... den saw i whole gang there think so they scolding here and there lar... as if like they going to fight like that... den kaili went ad... den was like so big gang... den i just go away to the toilet lor... really super scary.... he was like really a diff person... very scary... 1st time seeing him like that... den later meet jess outside of the toilet... den when we come out den they still 1 whole gang there lar... den me and jess go canteen take cake lor... den when coming up time den the meeting finished ad lar i guess... nothing really happen lar.. din know wat happen also... den jayhan and chinhern saw i taking the cake den they go sing the bday song... haha.... so dumb... like siao like that.... funny lar... but not bad also lar... how nice if got loads of pple sing it for me also...

the surprise thingie... can say quite successful lor.... but din really c ice's shocked expression lar... think so she know ad wan lar... and the cake... nice!!

happi b'day!!!

2009-03-25T15:01:00.001+08:00

Happi B'day to precious San san da ice3... :)

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2009-03-21T13:34:00.000+08:00

Life is not as easy as i taught... :)

the bussiest holiday ever!!!

2009-03-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

that's the way i would describe my holiday!!! not that every busy thing is boring lar... i find that most of the things that i busy for is worth it.... and i'm very sure that the holidays after today will be more challenging..... dunno y these times like to keep myself busy.... maybe i feel when i keep myself busy den i dun have to think so much.... meaning not to simply waste my time... and i find my life more menaingful as before.... nowdays when i thinking back of my past i felt quite regretful for some stuffs lor... like y i never do this and y i do this and so on.... haha.... but life is just like that... just face the future and make sure dun every regret... will start talking bout my holiday journey...

last sat..
went botanic park... it's the bandar botanic town beside the bukit tinggi... not the kl or so wat botanic park... haha.... at first i taught was like any nice botanic garden... but then just nearby... good for me also.... went there quite late for me... but kinda early for maye they all... they reached later than that... and i taught i was the last 1.. overall it's super fun... feel like going again... but then i'm getting dark after that... sobs.... but it's worth it lar.... really go mad like those adventurous pple.... and poor jearld the oni guy in our group... and lucky to have him as our leader too... :) and the thing i dun enjoy most is the wormy thing.... hate worms.... and all the insects.... haha... fobia of that... and got 3rd place for both games... and even girls can make good leaders... for the treasure hunt thingie... firstly me and maye pakat... and then when jearld was like dividing groups... and i get so sesat.... den i keep avoiding to get divide... den i get fustrated ad den i just go maye's group and then was like so stupid.... haha.... actually got like 5 pple in a group... den when the game start left 3... sesated case.... haiz... then firstly we r asked to find the hinding paper in the situation gave... and our situation was like super near to the water... and then i dun dare to shake the thingie cos later if the paper drop to the lake den hahahaha.... and thanks to elynn... she found the paper... smart her.... actually maye wanted to giv up ad wan.... :) and lastly we still manage to get 3rd place... not bad lar... better than nothing...
conclusion: NIce!!!

monday...
wake up kinda early... was like so worried for the theory exam.... haha... keep reading... and then my hand was like so unstable... haha... and kwang hwa's really a nice school... and full of history memories.... saw joyce's class... not bad lar... but no deco... haha... ( i did all the roundings after exam) [before exam] i was like so sesat finding for my class... and lucky me when i just step to the first class to find my name and i found it!!! [during exam] arrggg!! i hate this part... my stupid nose is like so dumb wan lor.... and the wierd thing that i noticed very long ago... everytime when i ever had any big exam den surely i'll have flu wan.... dunno y lar... it just come like that.... :) so it's like really so uncomfortable... and then the class was totally quiet... until i dun even dare to make any single noise... scary... but no choice lar... [after exam] i left around 1045 it's like super late for every grade 5 candidates... and for me it's like super early.... haiz.... and i was the second last grade 5 candidate to leave the room... so now currently waiting for results.... really hope will pass lar... hope no careless mistakes lor.... haiz.... after lunch went damansara.... went the curve.... err... very empty... nothing attractive.... stuffs missed most... the largest bookstore there.. (BORDERS!!!) super cool... it's like 2 floor of the popular bookstore..... very nice.... and i get to find all the books i want there... so many selections.... the music books also a lot... and wat more my fav comic.... all's there.... and also everything bout my fav hero.... haiz... wish to go there again... but the thing is the books there kinda expensive... :) and went ikea... eat some nice foods there.... missed the sauce for the meatballs very much... :) and some design for the homes there very nice... very my style... :) and then after that tak sempat go ikano... haiz... miss it...

tues..
wake up late... and then go c my bro play resident evil... so chi kek... haha... super funny lar... den went tuition.. and dunno y everytime i can't control my stomach for the physics class.... haiz... and then rushing to church after that... and i dun even have time to eat in the house until i have to eat in the car.... sesated lar... rushing till like that.... kinda enjoy the hand bell prac... very nice.... love the melody.... :) reached home like 11... and so late ad... den just go sleep...

wed..
went jj with someone... :) he's nice... so funny... and can't imagine got pple call him didi... so funny.... haha.... den watched love matters... super nice... wish to watch again... haha... den we was like arguing whether to buy the bag for me o not... den at last din buy... regreted!!! haiz... den spent kinda a lot lar... but i guess worth it lor.. try to control myself ad... if not... i'll be spending like siao... haha... errr.... nothing much to say lar...
conclusion: very nice....!!! :)

actually life can be as fun as it is...

2009-03-07T20:50:00.003+08:00

now i really seriously realise a lot of things....
1. archery is really a very nice game where most of the pple would not try it....
2. get to learn hand bell in choir class.... super nice... the music is like so cute..... and even a small little hand bell can make a lot of things with it... super cool.... :)
3. water rocket.... although not yet finish doing it... but really enjoy the process of making it....
4. eating super a lot of chili is truly syok..... so must really try it lor...
5. piano is making me feeling more adventurous.... begin to love piano very much....
6. still got a lot of things lar.......

still got a lot yet to be discovered...... :)
the world is really a very myterious stuffs... i wish to discover as much thing as i can... :)
the world is really super BIGGGG!!! :)

a nice saturday i would describe....

2009-03-07T14:02:00.003+08:00

although my title just stated there a nice sat... bit actually at the end of the koko was terrible...

from the beginning of the day.... i set my alarm for 6 but i wake up on 630.. was like super tired?? so i take the opportunity to just sleep for another half an hour since my aunty not coming tat early... and some more it's rainy day... so it's makes me more like sleeping than getting up....anyway.... have to wake up also... :)

reached school at 735 like that... and then i saw song... so i waited there until aisan reached.... den we go canteen... until lining up session... and this is my sesat part...i was like silly pple around finding for gopi!!! haiz... and then at last when everyone almost went up ad den oni i saw him... den i was like phew..... gopi came.... haha... kinda sesat?? den we went up to the maths room... for the water rocket workshop.... and gerald was there also.. kinda shocked... anyway... it's like so long we never talked... haha... den lish din come... so brand was alone... but then at last deva is with him i guess?? anyway... me and gopi is really a very beginner learner... and we listened and then a lot of stuffs goes on lar.... and at last i decided to do the holes for the plastic bag and he do the bottle thingie... but i'll help him also lar....
Conclusion: very nice!! :)

after that the permainan time... i waited like really very long and talked to gopi and then was like so bored den i just went downstairs alone... den i saw brand den asking him there's archery o not... den at last got lar.... haha... the bow was like quite heavy and super high... and it's new wan.... haha.... and the string... very hard to pull... anyway... i find fun inside it.... and i get to really learn also..... thx brand for teaching me... i guess... next meeting will be me alone?? cos heard that dorcus and her friend is quiting... anyway... i'm not quiting... still will learn... i wont give up that easy lor... so i must train my hands and all those lar.... hope brand will teach me patiently... haha.... sorry to really bother him... :)

well... today's pandu puteri really dun enjoy it.... haiz... and lucky maye and ice.... think so i'll most probally skip next meeting of that.... they were like singing all those lame songs... haiz.. sesat...anyway last 5 min i run out den i go find wei lock...

den he teman me wait for my aunty.... and we talked a lot of stuffs... kinda enjoy it... :)

:)

another misserable day!!!

2009-03-05T14:25:00.004+08:00

firstly i would like to wish Wei Qian & Brandon = HaPpy BirtHdAy!!!
haha... they r grown up ad.... not like me... still little small mei mei... haha....

roughly will talk bout today's physics class..... super stupid... really hate it!!! the subject and the teacher.... actually i dun hate the subject very much lar.... just hate some stuffs lar... like counting counting all those... haiz... sesat!!! so we r asked to continue our peka for the pendulum bob experiment... and then we r like plotting the points on the graph.. and then later on do the gradient and so on... then so stupid... my group keep on cannot get the number that tea wants..... the number should be from 9 to 11 but my group keep getting 8.4 something... ya... really sesat!! den later onteacher ask us to roughly change the graph.... but how can we simply change it... we r suppose to do the graph base on our results... and then we repeat some of the lengths.... and from that second and minute... brandon was like totally out pf the mood.... and i was like so so scared of him??? and i dunno wat to do.. i know i kinda dumb.... so i just do wat he asked to do.... den later on after the small experiments... den we still can't get the results that teacher wants... den brand was like totally angry and fustrated..... (1st time seeing him like tat... scary!!) den i was like out of the mood ad... den the komathy and the others was like keep asking me wat's the results and so on... den i really angry ad den dun wan care them..... feel kinda bad??.... :) den the whole class stayed at the lab for the 1st bm period... (some wanted that!! including me... really dun like bm) den my group was like still stucked... and ice's group and some others returned to the class after doing it... den got my group, seng chieng, and gopi's group we stayed for another bm period... but anyway that period is nothing wan.. cos tea went meeting... den 3 groups cooperate together and then we redo everything again... and i was like waiting patiently.... and then still the stupid results can't work.... den brand was like really sesat... and he go punched the table.... and i can c that he's totally mad.... dun even know how to say it out.... just imagine it!!! den the time left around 10 mins?? den i just copy other group's result and just pass up... cos i'm not staying back.....

really pity them ler.... haiz..... especially brand... really very very sorry for him.... cos i like just left him like that.... dunno lar... haiz... den the berlians got join us also... but after doing i just went back.... can't wait anymore den i just go back class and packed my stuffs...

:(

all bout today... and a bit of yesterday... :)

2009-03-04T14:49:00.003+08:00

haha... deedee is washed... and i love it... actually i dun love it... this really makes deedee suffer a lots..... haha... oh ya... my topic today is about school... kinda dumb of me to do some stuffs...

roughly it's bout the things in the class lor... today got the so called ceramah... but i guess it's like a pengenalan of the maths room... and they made a survey on us (all the form 4)... and i dun even understand some of the question... so i just picked mostly 2 lor... (it's like middle wan... so half half lor... ) my bio class.... just can't belive that i still manage to get 1 a2..... so kinda lucky i guess?? cos during the exam and i was like forget some of wat i memorize..... and i i starting to feel that no anti-bio of me again.... haha... sesat??? but some how... i still anti-bm.... dunno lar... just feel that bm is totally hard... and soooo deeply hard... really can't reach down there.... and my chemist not bad also... i memang love chemist ad wan.... and since i went the tuition for that subject then the tea make me more interested in that subject... just the thing that i must memorize the stuffs.... haiz... just wish my memory improve as time pass by... i memang have bad memories ad wan.... and i dun wish to get that type of marks for my sej again!!!! :(

finally the sej have come... we reach class late cos was doing the physics stuffs... and tea is like patiently waiting for us... luckily din get scold... :) anyway... brand's group went for the presentation also... and then i was like totally worried of the questions.... really scare.... and then it's question time.... so first was by ice den second maye den jega den me.... after 1 round... den tea suddenly go ask me again.. and i everyone in my class knows wat happen to me next... and the question is like wat the kolar kuda is used for... and i was like thinking and thinking... and then dunno y i just said the kereta lembu out... and poor little shienrun laughing like super loud... and everyone laughed also lar.... and i guess tea also wanted to laugh.... haiyo... really sesat... den i just dunno wat to do... den tea asked me again.. den i say kereta kuda, kereta serong... and then just right before i tell me 3rd answer... den that poor little shienrun was still laughing like siao... den tea called him to answer the 3rd usage of it... haha.... and i guess he's sesat.... so he keep quite... den jie ying answer it.... haha.... and then i heard v juan said... dutch lady milk.... haha... maybe he wanted to mean that last time the dutch lady company come from the kereta lembu concept... haha....

and i just found out something.... cheah yi's bday is the day after mine.... tak sangka lor..... taught he was like jan or like latest also august?? haha.... he dun have the december baby face.... :) and he got the same bday with my friend... :)

wat a funny day.....

:)

the worst day in my life ever.... sesated day!!!!

2009-03-02T14:30:00.003+08:00

ya right.. today is my sesatest day in my life..... just can't belive everything just come to me like that...... taught i'm iron women so somewhat.... ya right.... now i realise i'm really stupid and useless..... and now i realise that i'm very dumb.......

the sesated case:
1. today midnight.... i mean last midnight..... suddenly the electric just went off... and i was like sleeping so nice..... actually i can sleep very nice... just the stupid mosquitoes.... really hate them...... stupid idiot!!!!!! i was sleeping so nice... and then sudddenly feel so hot.... so i just wake up... and den sudddenly i feel so dark... den i wonder wat happened... so i go open my door room... den i saw like everything dark... i taught maybe it's just something worng with my eyes... den later i trying switching on the light... den........... shit.... no electric.... so i was like so sesat.... i know i alwayz got fobia of dark...... so kinda scare... but luckily got my teddy and phone.... they really helps me a lot... it's alwayz them.... :) so i just hug my teddy and den just listen to some songs... just to help me not to simply think..... haiz..... den when i try to sleep.... the stupid mosquitoes.... i really hate them... i opened my door so that the hot wind can just flow out something like that lar.... den that stupid wan come disturb me... and then i just get fed up of them den i just sit there and play my phone.... and then the electric came back at 5 like that... ya... i know the whole thing.... cos i just can't sleep..... haiz.... den sleep back at 5.. den bout 545 have to wake up again... so stupid.... and i really can't open my eyes.... but have to go school also.. haiz....

2. in the school... really sesat.... it was like raining so heavily.... and then the first place i'll go is the canteen... and i realised something really wierd... i din't know that big red ants can fly..... until i c it... just dunno y... the ant fly to my leg den i was like shuu it off... but it just fly away like that... wierd......

3. in the class..... pn.yap just came in... den she ask me to put up the carta thingie... den i was like telling her that they not yet deco finish... den she was like put it den oni deco... den i was like sesat.... dunno who to listen.... den later have to put lor... den.... later on they told tea that the deco is like for background wan... den they wan to take down the entire thing again?? dunno lar... if spoil i dunno wat to say ad.... some more it's like made of a4 paper... sure spoil wan... but tea still say put up oni... hmmm... den she like rushing us to get the things done.... and then everything is like cacat without the deco.... now i know y last year's 3 berlian can't win for then keceriaan kelas... sesat...

4. i guess most of the pple know wat happen to some of the pple in my class during the last 2 period... and i was like truely sesat... and wierd thing is.... i just dunno y like so many pple fail... and this is the first time i had ever break my record in my entire life.... so shit man..... can't belive it.... and i dun even know how am i going to improve it also.... haiz.... really feel like crying.. but dun feel like crying... anyway this is also the very 1st time that i can ever control my emotions so good..... i guess maye knows wat happened to me..... she's the only evidence... but keep it a secret k maye..... shhhh...... so i really dunno wat to do lar...

5. when i just reach home... den guess wat.. i was like shouting my mum.... so really loud.... and then my dad was like laughing.... and my mum later on also start laughing... the issue is... my deedee got washed..... so shit lar.... now still wet so... i dunno wat will really happen to him..... just wish he's still in good condition.... haiz.... sesat..........

Isshh!!!! stupid day!!!! i guess a lot of pple is in bad mood this few days...